Plus size and Pregnant By My Best friend

Oh Sh*t

Sophie's POV

I woke up the morning after feeling like I was gonna throw up then the memories flooded back and I thought OMG, I look ovet at John who was still sleeping I went to get up and realized I was fully naked, I had just lost my Vcard to my best friend I got my clothes on and left.

On the drive home I was thinking what had just happened then I started thinking everything. I remember going to the bar with John just to keep him company.
i never go to bars or anything because I'm honestly self conscious about my body and no one would ever try to be with me because of my weight but John on the other hand was a one of the school dancer every girl was after him he had over 30 confessions and he has only been single for 2 months.

The night kept on going I sat by the bar while John was with a bunch of girls on the dance floor I kept drinking and John suddenly came up to me and said "let's dance" I should confess I have a little crush on John I mean he is really hot after all I took his hand and went to the dance floor and can I just say the girls would give me dirty looks I know what they thought how can he dance with a girl that looked like me, I didn't care it was so much fun.

After I don't how how many hours and drinks later we couldn't drive so we get an uber to his house. When we got there we had some coffee to sober up.

John just looks at me as we laughed at one of his stupid jokes and says "you know you are my best friend and I love you so much" I smile and say "are you still a bit drunk" he looks fakingly offended "who me??" and we just laugh after and intense silence he grabs my waist and brings me in for a kiss idk if it was still the affects of alcohol but I just went for.

We got to his room and he started taking off his clothes I just stood there not knowing what to do he suddenly looks and says "aren't you gonna take them off?" I'm honestly so insecure thinking about how he's probably gonna be disappointed because of my body so I say "can you plz turn the lights off" He chuckled "yeah what ever makes you comfortable".

I got on the bed I was nervous because it was my first time and he knew that. He suddenly says "I'll be gentle I know you've never done this before" I blushed and then we had s*x.