In love with the Devil (Miles x Reader)

Chapter ten

*SELF-HARM INCLUDED IN THIS CHAPTER* Oh and Mature uh parts?

Y/N'S POV

I start to wake up from Tyler moving I get off him and rub my head. "C'mon. We have to go to I'll drop you off at You're boyfriend's house" He said then turned to me and started to look worried. "Hey, you okay? You can stay at my house for another night if you want." He said and sat next to me. "Even though we just met, You're like a little sister to me, So you can tell me everything." He said softly. "Leah. She makes me feel so insecure about myself, And now that I seen them suck face, Makes me think that I'm even a worse of a girl than I already am." I say looking down. "Hey, hey don't say that."

I look up at him and meet his eyes. "I try Tyler I try not to insult myself but It won't go away!" I raise my voice. "I'm sorry. I'm super sorry. Just--Take me to Miles's house." I say monotoned. "Yeah. Okay." He says biting his lip. We have a silent trip on his scooter to Miles's house I just smile thankfully at him and get inside. "You're back." I hear Miles's voice from behind causing me to jump. "Yeah. I'm home." I shot at him sassily. "Excuse me? Are you giving me an attitude?" He said, clenching his fists. "No." I said quietly. "What was that? Couldn't hear you sorry." He said getting closer. "I said, No." I said Keeping my tears, and anger in.

"Yeah, I sure hope you're not giving me a goddamn attitude." He says and walks away. I walk up the stairs and go up to my room. "I'm never good enough for anyone, I never will be." I grab one of the blades that Miles had when he had cut me and press the blade against my arm and cut myself. I feel the burning sensation on my cut but I didn't care. "I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY MILES CAUSE I'M NOT COMING BACK AFTER THIS SO BE GODDAMN HAPPY" I repeatedly cut myself until eventually, I pass out. 

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I wake up and see myself in a hospital bed and I try to get up but then Miles, the asshole, comes up to me and looks worried. "Are you okay? How do you feel?" He asks with no hesitation showing that he's worried. "I was fine until you came along, Asshole" I shot at him then he looks shocked. "What's all the names for?" "You. You're a cheater! You cheated on me! Asshole!!" I raised my voice and he starts to smile "I love you too." He puts his hand on mine. I hold his hand and start to smile. "How you make me fall for your deep loving spells," I say looking at his eyes. "No one's going to take you away from me because they already know the consequences. I will literally kill them slowly and painfully if they hurt you or try to get to you" He says, crossing his arms. Then I remember Tyler and decide not to tell about him "Okay then--"

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Miles doesn't even have a license and he's already driving us home. "Uh, Miles aren't you-We young or don't have a license?" I say looking straight ahead. "Nope." He says unworried, smirking. "You're cute." I say "And you're beautiful." He says. "Have you ever dated anybody?" I ask. "Yeah, but they were assholes. Didn't like who I was." He said carelessly. We arrived at the mansion and we got off and went inside Like always Ashlynn and Flora were playing. Miles had that one look that made me feel weird. Then when I least expect it, I feel miles grab my hand and pull me up into his room. And he shuts the door and starts to kiss me. "I love you. So maybe, just maybe I could teach you how to ride a horse this time? For real." He says and holds my hands. "Yeah I'd love that." I say and smile softly