Do you know how it feels to live without any cause?
It feels useless sometimes.
It feels like to give up everything sometimes.
It feels like to run away from here.
But somehow it also feels,
That each of this feeling is impossible to occur...
It is sometimes difficult to smile without any reason,
But you do it knowing it might brighten up someone's day.
It is difficult not to feel annoyed by some people around,
But you tolerate knowing that you don't wanna hurt them.
It is easy to cry in every slightest matter that you can't handle,
But you don't knowing, it's stupidity sometimes...
So many things,
Known but still unknown.
So many choices,
Not wanting to take, but still taken.
So many days more,
Not wanting to live, but surviving still the same way...
