There it is,
At the farthest corner of my mind,
The darker side,
The real self of mine.
There are these haunted thoughts,
That tell me to live,
Even though I don't want,
'Cause it feels it's all over now.
There is a voice which says,
"Give up , now"
And there are shouts to claim,
"You can't be so weak , right now"
There are those questions,
Left unanswered since when,
But I realised it later,
And now they eat me like the demons.
There is this life,
And it's not only my life,
It's a life surrounding many lives,
You see, I ve got to survive for it,
And its strange how,
I don't wanna think all this,
And yet I end up overthinking everything.
For a single moment,
Only for one,
Let my mind be dead,
Let my heart stop beating,
Let my blood freeze,
And let my emotions go to hell,
And I would feel alive maybe at that single moment,
When living won't be like a chore at least.
