If love was a curse!

6

Well! Our shopping didn't go so well!
I just managed to buy a few things that he remembered from a big list I had made. I was still in shock. I didn't basically recall everything that happened. I just was following him everywhere.

He kept trying to make my mood better but it just didn't work out.
After many unsuccessful attempts, we just got into the car and drove back to my place.

No one was home still. A green signal for him to spend some more time with me. We went up to my room straight. I just sat idle on the bed. The thought of him going away haunted me. He would be away for 5 and a half years.

"He was my getaway. He was my peace. How could he do this? What if he finds a better girl? What if he forgets me? What am I supposed to do! Without him, I have never had a view of my life. Now how am I supposed to survive? I had one person to call, when I wasn't alright. Now I can't disturb him like that. Is he trying to get rid of me? Did he get tired of me? Oh god no! Please! It should not be like this! I want him. I need him!"

I was distracted from my flow of thoughts as my phone notifies a message.

"Di, I ll be late!"
Ayaan.

"What is this guy upto?"

"Who, Myra?

"Ayaan!"

"What happened?"

"He just texted me he'll be late! But not mentioned why?", I lend my phone to Aarav.

"Let him be! He is not a kid anymore."

"Like that worries me the most now!", I gulp out!

He observes me keenly as tears roll down. He walks in front of me and kneels down.

He is unimaginably tall. When he kneeled down, we were the same height!

His hands reach upto my cheeks to wipe my tears. He held me carefully in his hands as if I was an antique doll. His face levelled up to mine. Just inches away.

"Myra please listen to me!"

I looked up to him. His eyes never felt so deep. As if they showed me something I failed to see.

"You are the best ever to happen to me! You are my life! I ll never let anything take you away from me! Please trust me on this!", Saying this he slowly kissed on my forehead.

"Don't you trust me Myra?", He kissed my cheek!

"I do", his touch comforted me the most. Nothing could make me feel more alive. I felt wanted. I felt that I belonged to him!

His kisses slowly deepened.

My breathing rate increased.

He slowly pulls me away from the bed, hugs me from behind.

His lips trailed from the back of my ear till the shoulder. I felt good. Pleasure run through my veins. Whatever this was, I didn't want it to stop!

As he slowly sucked on my sensitive spot, I let out a moan in pleasure! Wrong move! This just turned him on (if that was possible).

Slowly his kisses started to trail down my shoulder. I gave into him.
My tees were off in a minute! I cover my body with the little hands I had!

"Don't cover yourself in front of me! You are beautiful!", He says still running his lips over my neck.

He pushed me on to the bed. His lips slowly reach out to mine. His kiss went deep. My hands curled into the bed sheets in pleasure.

He run his lips below my shoulders till he could reach my navel. A small bite of pleasure and I moan again.

Everything went blank after that. All I could remember was pleasure! We soon took a shower and got dressed up.

I burst into tears. I wasn't comfortable in front of him anymore. At that moment I didn't want him there.

"Myra, what's wrong?"

"Leave Aarav!"

"Myra, what happened?"

"What did you do? What did we do?", I could not stop crying.

"Myra?"

"I didn't want any of this right now Aarav! I wasn't prepared!"

"Myra, it just happened! We had no control over it! You liked it too!"

"No, no! I didn't and I will never!"

He looked at me in shock. He never expected this.

"If you want me for my body, then I don't need you Aarav!", I gulped out.

"Myra do you even realize what you are speaking?"

"I do!"

"Myra please don't make this difficult for us!"

"Leave!", I shouted at him.

"Please, baby!"

"Get out!", I pushed him out of my room!

"Leave me alone Aarav!"

I sit alone in my room, thinking about what just happened. This wasn't supposed to happen. I didn't want it to happen like this. Tears rolled down my cheek.

The front door opens and my parents come in.

"Savitri, what did you do?"

"Ram, I don't want divorce!"

"The lawyer clearly told that divorce is a mutual decision and now that you have spoken like that, I don't think I ll get divorce!"

"Ram please!"

I hear a knock on my room door.

I quickly check my room to see if everything was alright, wipe my face and go to open the door.

My brother stood in front of the door with wounds and blood all over his hands! His lips had cuts and cheeks red with slap marks!

"Ayaan!"

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Author's note-

Hmm... Complicated situations or complicated thoughts??

Translations-
Di- elder sister.

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