Broken Hearts & Lonely Stars(girlxgirl)

Chapter Twenty Two: There's Nothing 'Good' in a 'Goodbye'

I said last chapter was the final chapter before I end this book for the Watty's but...nah! I rather have you guys guessing before I add the Epilogue and Alternative Ending. >;{D muahaha!!! So here for the last time, the last chapter of Rhea's life(exlcuding the Ep and A.E) Don't worry, once the Watty's are done, your questions would be answered but for now, enjoy this chapter and...

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The song to the right is mostly describing Rhea's like ;3

LISTEN TO IT!!! NOW!!! Or I'll poke your eye with my glowing red lightsaber ;o

"What have I become?
Now that I'm all alone

I'm just looking for a way to break through these walls and
I'm just looking for a place that I can call my home and
Is anybody out there got a soul?
'Cuz I'm just looking for a girl, the girl with a heart of gold"

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Broken Hearts & Lonely Stars:

Chapter Twenty Two: There's Nothing 'Good' in a 'Goodbye'

 

"Let me in, Rhea," Amy whispered in my ear as I felt her naked torso against mine. "The last thing I want to do is break your heart." 

And that was the last thing I wanted for myself and to hear Amy telling me that was hard to accept. But I didn't want to make her sad and tell her I can't do it or that it would be impossible for me to open up. Because in all truth, it would be impossible.  

I felt her hand against my cheek, the warmth of her skin against mine relaxed me. Gray eyes bored into mine, lovingly, as a smile brightened her face. Just laying beside her made my insides feel strange. Not in the this-feels-disgusting strange but in a way that just her gaze makes my insides melt. Pathetically corny but I didn't care. Now, I wouldn't say I was 'in love' with Amy. I still had a long way to go to completely allow myself to love someone without doubting their trust of never breaking me. I knew Amy wasn't capable of doing such a thing yet I still search for those flaws. I search for signs to scream my way out before committing. 

"I know it'll take time until you fully open up," she scooted closer to me until our naked bodies were fully pressed against each other. Subconsciously, my arm wounded around her thin waist and pulled her more into me, our legs tangled with each other. "But just know that I'll be here. Waiting." 

"I don't want you waiting for what seems to be forever just for me to open up," I told her, tracing her spine with my index finger. 

She sighed, laying her head against my chest. "I know. But just so you know, if I have to wait forever then so be it." 

I gazed down at her, awestruck.  

This girl would stay even though it may be a long process for me to express myself to her. This girl who survived cancer and showed the evidence by the small hairs sprouting out of her bald head was going to stay. 

For forever... 

What if I didn't have forever? What if I didn't want forever?