Hurt By The One I Loved

The New Addiction

A/N ATTENTION THIS CHAPTER WILL HE VERY SAD, AND GRAPHIC, SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

Lauren's POV

I picked up my phone, mascara was still running down my face as I looked in the mirror. I threw myself back onto my bed and got onto Instagram, I was scrolling through pictures I was tagged, finding a few accounts I liked, @stxren, @stevenandlauren, but there was this account, @princessmaggiegreene, and she had edits, and it made me break down even more, (its the cover photo, its from my old theme ☺) I looked at it, me and Steven, the caption made me heart broken, 'Back to 0 days clean again, I always fuck up, I'm so stupid.' And I lost my mind, I jumped out of bed and ran downstairs, I ran into the kitchen, and opened my drawers until I find what I wanted, what I needed. A knife.

I took the knife and ripped it across my wrist, drawing blood, I screamed out in pain, it hurt like hell, but took away my pain from missing Steven. I sat, my back to the cabinets, me crying, and cutting my wrists, after cutting a while, my wrist covered in blood, blood all over my white sweatshirt, and my pants. I threw the knife across the room, crying out louder, I couldn't stop, I couldn't. Steven was mine. And Christian stole him from me. I was done, so fucking done.

Steven's POV

*This is after the dinner btw*

Christian came home with me, we were at a stop light, when I saw her look over at me, I chuckled, "Yeah?" I asked not looking at her, "Nothing, its just, you. Your so hot." She said smiling. I turned and looked at her, I placed my hand on her thigh,"No babe, your way hotter than I am," she smiled and kissed me, I kissed her back quickly, and then started driving, I wanted to get home quick.

I pulled into the driveway and got out with Christian, I was so horny (OMG SORRY. HAD TO) I walked over to Christian, and picked her up, the two of us already kissing like maniacs, I carried her inside, her legs wrapped around me. I smiled as I kissed her, we got up to my room, I looked at her, "Are you sure you wanna?" I asked as I laid her down on the bed, and she nodded, "Yes baby." I smiled, as I pulled off her dress, and she pulled off my shirt, I laid on top of her, kissing her whole body, I finally slipped out of my pants and slid into Christian, letting out a moan. I stayed in her a while, I let go, and pulled out. I laid next to her, "That was amazing," she said breathing fast, "It was," I said kissing her one last time, then we went to sleep.

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THIS CHAPTER

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yeah, how was it mal?

adders, was it cake AF?