Hurt By The One I Loved

Dinner Part One

A/N I go back to school tomorrow, so less writing

Steven's POV

Something seemed wrong with Lauren, she just didn't have her usual smile, it was fake almost. That's why I asked her to dinner, I wanted to talk to her, ask her what was wrong. I drove home, and texted Christian, 'Hey baby, ☺ I'm going to dinner with Lauren tonight, something didn't seem right with her, and I just wanna make sure she's okay, if that's alright with you? ' I figured Christian wouldn't care, so I went to my room to get ready. I wore what Lauren loved me in, a white hoodie, and jeans. I got my shoes on, and Christian texted back, 'Yeah that's fine babe, I'll miss you though ' /There's supposed to be emojis, but they probs won't show up \ I combed my hair, and put on some cologne, and I was ready.

Lauren's POV

Steven asked me to dinner, I didn't want to go, I just wanted to go home and die, die. Death was my ultimate wish, what's the point of living when you can't have the one you love? I drove home, and there was Alvin, oh Alvin, I didn't feed him. He must be starving! I ran inside, "Alvin, I'm so sorry bud!" I said wanting to cry, Alvin was my second best, and I wasn't taking care of him. "I'm sorry buddy," I said filling up his bowl with food, and his other bowl with water.

I walked upstairs after I fed Alvin and I started getting ready, I put on a teal, pink, and gray flannel, with a black vest overtop, and a pair of jeans. I wore my black vans, /Okay, Lauren doesn't wear vans but she does in my fan fic cause I love vans \ I did my makeup, and added extra to my wrists, but it was covered by my flannel, and curled my hair, I walked downstairs, made sure Alvin had enough food and water, then left.

I drove to the restaurant Steven wanted to meet at, it was just a casual small little diner, hopefully not to many fans. I got there and Steven was already there, I got out of my car, and walked over to his, he got out and hugged me, I was surprised, but I hugged back, "Hey Steve," I said quietly, trying not to sound to happy, but not said. "Hey Laur Bear," he said smiling, I faked a smile, and walked inside with him. We got seated by the greeter, her name was Jessica, and she was a fan, so we took a picture. We sat down, "What are you gonna get?" Steven asked looking at a menu. "Waffles, obviously Steve, my favorite." I said laughing a little, which made Steven laugh. Our waitress, Mallery, came and took our orders, she was obviously a fan because I could tell she was holding her fangirl feels back, /Mal, you got to serve lauren, feel loved \ after she walked away Steven looked at me, straight into my eyes, "Lauren, we need to talk about what happened on set today, well, in your trailer, you seemed different, not your usual self," I swallowed hard, if Steven found out, I would be broken even more. He would think I was selfish, and hate me even more. "Steve, I'm just sad, okay? Don't worry about me, you have other things to worry about." Steven sighed in desperation, "Lauren, I care about you, I do, really, your like my sister, my little sister, I would do anything for you." That felt fucking amazing, I'm like a sister to him, only a sister? Looks like I'll be doing more cutting soon.

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AHHHH LAUR BEAR

But hey mal, you were in my story, again

I will continue this into the next chapter,

So don't worry guys,

And in my story.

Lauren is 28, Steven is 30, Christian is 26 ☺