Hurt By The One I Loved

Dinner Part 2

Lauren's POV

"What do you mean by sad?" Steven asked, I looked at him, "It's called, Being hurt by the one you loved, Steven." I was looking into his eyes now, maybe he would feel the pain, but he didn't love me. "Lauren, you can talk to me, who was the one who hurt you?" I looked at Steven, and I felt the tears in my eyes, "You really wanna know who hurt me, Steven? It was you. You. I've been in love with you since my first day on set, your brown eyes, you were and are so perfect, I'm in love with you, and you were the only one who could never see it, everyone else did, Alanna, Emily, Norman, Andrew, Sonequa, and Melissa, but you never, ever did, and it's killing me, that I will never be able to date the love of my life." Steven grabbed my hand, he looked hurt, "Lauren, I'm so sorry, I never knew, I just, I love Christian, I'm sorry. I love you too, but only as a sister, I'm so sorry Lauren." I looked at Steven, "Sorry doesn't matter to me anymore Steve, I'm done, with everything." Tears were pouring down my face now "I'll never be good enough, I'm sorry." I got up, and ran outside to my car, trying to hide my face as best as possible. Steven chased me out, "Lauren, wait!" He grabbed me from behind to stop me, he pulled me to him, "We're talking, tonight. Right now. At your house, I'm driving," And we were off, to my house, oh fun.

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I MIGHT MEET MY BOYFRIEND

YAY OMG.

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but school tomorrow.

BUT I GET NEW BRACE COLORS

red and white #christmasspirit.