Baka pwede pa(Book 1 Zabriella Bailey)

Chapter 3: "I MISS YOU"

    
     
          I have a good week being with him. Hindi ko parin alam kung another imagination ko ba ito or totoo na talaga? Nararamdaman ko siya sa bawat yakap, halik at pakikipag talik namin tuwing gabi. Wala siya ngayon bumalik sa France may aasikasuhin lang daw itong importanteng bagay at babalik rin agad.

Dalawang araw na itong wala kaya hindi ko pwedeng sabihing hindi ko na miss ang Animal na iyon. Diba may kasabihan yata sa English na 'Liers go to hell'? Tyaka kahit hindi ako nagsisimba alam ko yan syempre dumaan rin ako ng pagkabata pero di lang halata.

Hindi halatang dumaan sa pagkabata pero 'Who you kayo.....' nakatalik at nakatabi kong matulog ang isang animal na gwapo pa. Feel to ingit di naman ako magagalit kasi wala namang namamagitan samin.

Ouch. It's fucking hurt. Wala nga ba!? O meron feel lang namin na meron? Wait ang gulo

Umiiling ako sa aking sinasabi. Baliw na yata ako? Wait, nagtataka lang ako. Akala koba sakanya lang ako baliw? Epekto ng walang label. Haha. Kahit kayo rin naman pero mas malala ang sainyo. Nagseselos, nag i-i love you, nagyayakapan, hinahalikan sa noo, hatid sundo pero ang tanong,meron bang kayo?

I'm proud at my self saying that I miss that person who is gone for only fucking two days, well, that's me. I don't reject or hide my emotions or anything because that's me and I'm proud of it.

Missing someone is a sign of being in love with.

Hayst!

I really miss him, so much, so fucking much. I'm at the kitchen cooking for dinner. It's around 7:49 P.M gutom na ako. Since ako nalang mag-isa sa bahay kasi umalis na si Hana sumama at tumira kina Kentoy.

I do humming. I'm so bore. I'm all alone at this quiet apartment of us. I mean Hana and mine. I put all the ingredients and taste if it is okay when I felt a warm arms around my tummy part. I was shock I thought someone. Magnanakaw or mamatay tao ba? Basta! But nung niyakap niya ako amoy palang alam kona kung sino ito kaya walang pagdadalawang isip na niyakap ko ito narinig ko itong tumawa ng mahina.

"You miss me that much?" Nakangiting asong tanong nito saakin. Hindi ba halata? Manhid ka boy?

Umiiling ako. Para naman itong nadismaya kaya napatawa ako at niyakap pa siya lalo ng mahigpit. "Of course, I do. I didn't say I miss you cause I really fucking miss you " hinahalik halikan ko naman ito sa ilong sa pisngi at panghuli ang kanyang mga labi kay tagal kong hinintay na mahalikan ko ulit after two days.

"I miss you too,baby" he kiss me torridly. Goes deep and deep pero siya na mismo ang humiwalay. "I'm tired so I think well continue doing this tomorrow. I have to gain energy so you better do" he kiss me again passionately and go over to his--our room.

After hours, natapos na ang niluluto ko tyaka siya pinuntahan sa kwarto. I didn't bother to knock alam niya naman na papasuk ako kahit hindi na kakatok kami rin lang naman ang tao rito. Pero bago ako makapasok ng tuluyan ay natigilan ako parang naging bato sa kinatatayuan ng marinig ko ang mga salitang binatawan niya.

"Of course........ I love you too...take care,pupunta ako bukas dyan sainyo sasabihin ko nalang sakanyang busy ako.......Oo makikinig naman iyon saakin.....I will ikaw rin take care I love you and I can't live without you." Tumawa naman ito at umiling pa bago ibinaba ang tawag. Naiiyak ako. Why? Bakit? Ngano?

Agad kong sinara ang pinto at alam kong narinig niya iyon dahil nakita ko siyang nagmamadaling pumunta sa gawi ko. Hinawakan niya ang aking kamay pero winaksi ko ito. Wala akong right pero siya kasi ang kumuha ng pagka berhen ko kaya nagagalit ako kasi pumatol ako sa taong may karelasyon. Apaka gaga ko naman.

"Hey. Listen......" Pinipilit niyang mag explain kahit hindi naman kailangan kasi no right to get jealous but I'm still confused why do I love him so much. He hold my hand so tight I remain my emotionless face.

"That's not what you think. The caller is just nothing so don't get jea-----" I stop him. Why do he need to explain right? We are nothing and it hurt me a lot. We are nothing but I think we have something.

🎶 There's nothing like us
There's nothing like you and me
Together through the storm
There's nothing like us
There's nothing like you and me
Together~ oh~ ohhh🎶

It really hit me a lot we are nothing and there is nothing between of us. Truth hit the reality. Don't expect the unexpected. But still I don't care to the name of I like him---no I love him  I can let my self be a leaf and blind just for him even though we are not together.

"It's okay. It's really okay. I'm sorry if I over heard. Tatawagin sana kita para kumain na kanina kaya narinig ko ang pinag-usapan niyo. And I think----- she need you? So it's okay for me if you better go and be with her. I'll understand don't worry" nakangiti ako habang sinasabi ko ang mga iyon ayaw kong makita niya akong naiiyak o umiiyak ng dahil sakanya. Itinaas niya ang kanyang kamay papunta saaking pisngi at pinahid ang mga luhang inaakala kong hindi mabubuhos. Lumapit pa siya saakin ng mabuti at ginawa ang noo niya ay nasa noo ko rin.

"Shhh.....don't cry baby. I don't wanna see you cry. I don't want you to cry again because of me" nagulat naman ako. How did he know? Yes, it's true I've been crying all day when he left. We are just friends before unlike now, friends with benefit isn't it?

He kiss me, just a smack. "Don't be jealous. It's was nothing. Trust me" and kiss me again he was about to remove my t-shirt when someone caressing my cheeks.

What was that!?

I am catching my breath. What was that? Is it just a dream of mine? Why? Ngano? Bakit? I thought it was true. But it turn out that it just one of my imagination or most likely a dream of mine.

"Hey. Are you okay?" Someone ask me. Who is he? I don't know him. Where am I? Why I am doing here?
I just look at him curiosity. Did he bring me here? Nang mapansin niyang wala akong balak sumagot ay nagtanong ito ulit

"Do you need something? Are you hungry? Thirsty? Or anything?" I just nod and he do the same. Lumabas ito ng kwarto. Kwarto bato o hospital?

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A/N: What was that? Na shock kaba? Sorry kung hindi first time ko kasing mag sulat kaya understand nalang kayo saakin mga cakers.

Sorry short update

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