The Journey of Heartbreaks and Secrets

Chapter 23

Carson's POV:

After I got off the phone with Greg, I waited for him to come over. 

Winter still didn't answer any of my texts or FaceTime's. 

I feel so bad. 

I'm really hoping this song shows her how much she means to me, and that I truly like her.

 I'm really hoping she forgives me after this.

 I just want to explain myself to her.

 I want her to know that I like her and no one else. 

I was waiting for Greg to come over so he could help me record this song, so I can sing it to Winter. 

It's about her, and I know she'll realize it, because I used all of our memories we made together. 

I heard a knock on my door, and knew it was Greg.

 I yelled that it was open. 

He came in and said, "Okay, let's get this recorded." 

It took a lot longer then planned, but I really didn't care. 

I asked Greg, "I'm going to release it as a single too. Also, when should I sing this to her?"

He goes, "Anytime you want. I can throw a party at my house, and invite her to see if she comes. I'll let the rest of the guys know so they can be witnesses. I won't tell her you're coming, it'll be like a surprise type thing. I'll figure it out, then when you get there, I'll explain it to you."

"Alright, sounds like a plan. Do you know where she is at least?" I asked him. 

"Yes, I do. But she didn't want me to tell you, well at least not yet. But I will tell you that she's safe." Greg told me. 

"Okay, at least I know she's safe. Does anyone else know where she is?" I asked him.

"She just told Jordyn where she was. I'm pretty sure Jordyn's going to tell her she needs to tell you eventually. I told her that she needed to tell you soon." He said. 

"Okay. I just hope she forgives me bro. I know I messed up, but I just wish she'd let me explain myself to her." I told him. 

"I know. I'll tell her you said that. Unless you just want to wait till the party." He said.

"I'll wait till the party." I told him.

"Alright." He said. 

We continued to talk until late at night when he decided it was time to go home. 

We messed around in the studio and made some pretty neat covers to post on instagram later. 

I'm really glad to have a friend like Greg, even if he did yell at me, he was still my friend, and still came over to help me. 

I really don't deserve him. 

He'll let me know when the party is going to be, and what time I should be there. 

I'm really nervous for this, because I feel like she's not going to forgive me.