The Journey of Heartbreaks and Secrets

Chapter 19

Carson's pov;

Ever since I kissed Summer and Winter saw, I haven't been the same.

 I've been ignoring everyone, except Greg.

 I've tried texting Winter telling her I'm sorry, hoping she would answer, but I had no luck.

 I really screwed up.

 I guess I deserve it. 

I texted Greg hoping he'd answer, which thankfully he did.

 I asked him if he found Winter yet, he said "no." 

I did explain and apologize to him.

 He said, "don't bring apologizing to me, you should be apologizing to Winter." 

I told him, "I know, I know, could we FaceTime so you can actually see how sorry I am?"

 He texted back, "yeah, go ahead and call." 

So, I called him. 

My eyes all puffy, bloodshot, sitting in the studio, with my head down.

Greg said, "Carson, look up." 

I did, and he sat there looking over my face, I could tell he knew how sorry I felt.

 He goes, "Geez Cars, how long have you looked like that? What have you been doing besides the obvious?"

 I go, "I don't know how long I've looked like this, and I've been writing music, well more specifically, a song."

 I mean, I wasn't lying to him, I literally wrote a song about Winter. 

I then asked, "Greg, do you maybe wanna come over and help me record it?"

 He goes, "ya man! I'll be over in 5!" 

Then he hung up. 

Well, here goes nothing. 

Winter's pov; 

Me and Greg were literally talking and having a good time, until he stopped talking and zoned out.

 I was like, "earth to Greg. Hello. Gregory!" waving my hands around. 

He still didn't answer so I bitched slapped him. He's like "ow! What'd you do that for!?" 

I go, "I was talking to you, and you were ignoring me!"

 He goes, "Sorry. Carson texted me. No, he still doesn't know you're here, well no one does. But we need to tell them eventually Winter."

 I knew he was right, so all I did was shake my head. 

Greg was texting Carson, then turned to me and said, "Carson wants to FaceTime." 

I go, "okay, well, keep the phone towards you the whole time, try not to make it obvious that someone's in your room." 

He goes, "okay." 

His phone starts ringing, signaling that Carson's FaceTiming. 

I sat next to him, making sure you couldn't see me. 

When Greg answered, Carson's head was down and he was in his studio.

 Greg said, "Carson look up." 

Once Greg has said that, I wish I hadn't seen what I had seen. 

His eyes were puffy, bloodshot.

 He looked horrible, and to make it worse, I had caused it. 

Greg was looking over his face, he knew how sorry Carson was, what Greg said next made me laugh that I almost blew my cover. 

Greg said, "Geez Cars, how long have you looked like that? What have you been doing besides the obvious?" Carson goes, "I don't know how long I've looked like this, and I've been writing music, well more specifically, a song." 

I just sat there listening to their conversation. 

Carson did ask Greg to come over and help.

 After the call ended, Greg asked, "are you okay staying here?" 

I said, "of course, but don't say anything. I'm gonna tell Jordyn and only Jordyn for right now." 

He goes, "alright, I'll be back."