Feeling Too Much

The Broken Me

I started out with nothing

Open that drawer, one star left

And my memories

Can't wait to close that gate behind me

I can't run

My thoughts will find me

Tear me through

One by one I'm dying

Leave me be 

That's what I tell them all to do

But they can only see

The broken me

Look into the sky

What do you find

Clouds, not blue or bright

Cause the sun's not for you

But what's wrong with that

I've tried to feel 

More than what I force myself to

But thoughts only enter

And make me want to hide

Cause I can't run

My memories will find me

One day I'll leave them behind

Scarred Me

Can I wish for peace 

Or is this reality

They will find me

Gunshots, doll eyes, lamplight, murder

Back of the van

It all goes black 

Last thought those faded lives

Leaving me, leaving me

Behind, always behind

And I can't run

Cause they will find me

Leaving this reality

Living backstreet, losing my sanity