Feeling Too Much

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The higher you go

The more there's to lose

Don't you wish

Your motives were true

What will all these lies be worth when you're older?

Will they make you understand

Or is truth just something so unknown to you

You can just bear it

All I said in my life was a lie

Will I every find my way back inside?

Not a single soul

To light up my life

All I have are the thoughts

I despise

I've been thinking for years

Can I change my story?

This pattern was so hard to get on

Don't know how I became so bad

And what will all these lies be worth when you're older?

I wish I had a single clue

Cause I have been searching forever

For a person who may not be found

Will I die tonight?

What are the chances?

Can I escape these lies?

My life is questioned

All they force you to do

You'll never recoup

So what will all my lies be worth when I'm older?

Will they help me live a better life? 

All I see are negative repercussions

Have I managed to trick myself goodbye?