Feeling Too Much

Why?

She seemed so innocent, so dense

Didn't know what they were talking about

Angered at the thought of gross things

But in the end, it's all just a reputation

And a truth she doesn't wanna feel

Cause she goes home, and thoughts overtake her

Numbs the pain with a few sensations

Google says it's good for her

But her young mind's scarred

Addiction takes her no where, no where

Now she's growing older

Blames herself, puts it all behind her

Acts innocent to prevent the truth from becoming true

She doesn't want it to

And she swallows in her guilt, her misery

So when she dies, her note has quality

But they read and cry 

You know why?

Isn't it funny, when at nine, she did those things

She was more innocent than the rest of her world

She still is

And now she's dead

For a perceived flaw

But for her, it still exists

Cause everyone's standards are different

You may say she died in vain

But it showed the world the differences 

Each person has to face, to live the same way

as the rest