Can't Stop Me (Sick!Deku AU)

Shitty Hair

Bakugo Katsuki

All Might is pissing me off, he's got this complex and it's been made worse by Deku's extended hospital stay. He's losing his mind and saying dumb shit like how he should leave Ms. Midoriya to spare her as if Deku's condition was his fault. Why does he even think leaving Ms. Midoriya while she's going through this with her son is a good idea? If he wasn't my childhood hero I'd have killed him by now. He thinks every single thing is about him but he needs to get over himself, Deku's issue is between Deku and the doctors. If All Might wants to be his dad, then he needs to put on his big boy shoes and go to the fucking hospital to visit him.

Do you know the saying don't meet your heroes? It's true. The more I learn about All Might the more disappointed I am, I guess one of his better qualities is how dedicated he is to training me especially with the Sports Festival approaching. I'm starting to suspect that he's becoming weaker, it worried me a little but he told me this would happen when I accepted the quirk.

"Hey," I looked over at All Might. I was currently doing controlled explosions to try and make smaller sparks, One For All has made it harder to do anything except large explosions so I need to practice my control. All Might barely responded and I dropped my arm and stopped practicing, "You're going to make him sad." I told him, "And if you do that to Deku I will hurt you."

All Might didn't look surprised I had brought this up and just sighed, "I can't face him." He said in his deep 'I'm Thinking Too Hard About This' voice, "If I had gotten to you students quick enough then Izuku wouldn't be in the hospital...but instead I wasted all of my time that day." He rubbed his temple and the shadows under his eyes seemed to grow, "If you want to talk do it while sparking."

I huffed and started the sparks again, "Does it even matter?" I stared at my hands while trying to make the sparks stop being so intense, "It happened. You should get over it, you accepted that you would be in awkward positions when you began dating Deku's mom. Stop being a pussy."

All Might sighed and there was a long awkward silence only interrupted by the popping of my sparks. I mean they were supposed to be sparks but they had gotten bigger when I wasn't paying attention, "It's not that simple. I can't see him without seeing what I failed to do...who I failed to protect." He took a longer pause that brimmed on awkwardness, "I shouldn't be discussing this with a teenager."

One of my sparks exploded and I fell over, "Shit!" All Might stood up to help and I flipped him off so he sat back down, "What does Deku call you?" I asked him after I pulled my hand out of the sand and sat up. I didn't stand and just looked at him, "Before the USJ incident Deku asked me to hang out and we had a conversation about dads because he's never had one. He said you made him happy, imagine what ignoring him will do. If my dad did that..." I had to think for a second on that. My dad would never ignore me but if he did, "Well, I'd probably get so mad I wouldn't speak to him for a long time and I'd never forgive him. It would hurt."

All Might's blue eyes disappeared into the black void of his eye bags and he only pointed at me, "You stopped practicing." He scolded and I glared at him and began trying the low-level sparks again, this is exhausting. You'd think small explosions wouldn't be that tiring but I have to focus super hard on how much of One For All goes into each one or it'll really blow up.

I didn't look at him anymore and watched my hands, "I'm serious. If you gave him false hope for a father figure and are going to hurt him for your own selfish fucking self sacrificing then I want nothing more to do with you." All Might made a noise to let me know he'd heard me and we let our conversation die there. If younger me knew I was speaking to our idol like this he would probably try to beat the shit out of me.