ch21

359 21 0
                                    

“ gosh red keep distance will ya?” 

“ nah hobi hyung gave me full freedom so just enjoy my company”

“ great! God what did I do wrong to deserve this?” 

“ aaahtchu”

“ what now?”

“ December mid days are freezing”

“ yah you are the one to drag me out in season like this” wrapping his muffler around Tae’s neck and putting his hat on tae’s red hair. Tae giggled and patted his arm” angel I am fine, it was just a sneeze”

 “ want some coffee? I know a very nice place and besides, it looks like it’s gonna snow any time soon ”jin suggested ad dragged giggly Tae along.

“ angel”

“mhm?”

“ mm…nothing, I felt like really weird right now”

“ um? Why so?”

 “nothing, come on, where is this really nice cozy place?”

“ hmm? We are standing right in front of it” jin smiled and nudged Tae to enter the cozy environment of the café. 

“ nice angel, how’d you find this place?”

“ a friend of mine told me about this place and won’t you mind if I meet him here?”

“ really? Of  course angel then we’ll resume our little date after that. ”

“ oh  you bet till he comes, let’s  enjoy some hot drinks?”

“ it’ll be so sweet of you angel”

They were enjoying hot drinks when some one spoke behind Tae’s ears “ Mr.Kim?"

Tae spurted out his cocoa on floor and coughed haphazardly “red! What’s wrong??”

“ oh I am sorry…TAE????”

“hi I am KimSeokJin, I called you.”

“angel!!!”

“hi, Kim Namjoon. Why...why are you???”

“ red stay…”

“you deceived…”

“no Tae, sit please.” He was shocked to see his elder brother, who brutally smashed his little hopes and threw him out of their house, speak him so softly that he could feel softness in his tone. 

 “ tae I am sorry if only..”

“please don’t Kim Namjoon…”

“ hyung, you called me hyung.”

“ hah! Pathetic”

“ red, I’ll leave you guys alone. Please enjoy “ jin got up to leave but Tae’s grip on his hand tighten “you are not dumping me. Are you angel?” he asked with glossy eyes. jin sighed and softly patted his head” I won’t. trust me” and leaves. Clock ticks by as both brothers sat face to face. Tae had his eyes fixed at the soft smoke flying over his hot chocolate. He heard Namjoon clear his throat. A gloom spread over his face. he felt his elder brother wrap his arm around his slumped shoulders. First drop of salty water fell on his cheek. He heard his brother sniffle. He breathed in protective hold of his elder brother and felt relieved. 

“ please forgive me”

“that’s the least I could ask from you..”

“ you know, mom looks for you all over the town. I told them that I lost you some-where. Dad put a missing ad on radio.”

Another thick phase of silence wrapped around them. 

“why didn’t you listen to me?”

“ I am sorry”  

“ why didn’t you believe me?”

“ I am sorry” {don’t worry I’ll put other words later}

“do you sleep well at nights after throwing me out?”

“do you even think of how much I am hurt? So hurt that I lose my breathe hyung…”

“ I am sorry, I should have..”

“ he used me, he used my body hyung, he…he put me under so many so many dirty works hyung…”

“ he made me make out with men hyung, I was not like that hyung, hyung I’ll die hyung”

“hyung how am I gonna mend myself. I am withering hyung”

“ and when I… I found some- one to trust, you barge in, to, just to make my condition worse why hyung? Why?”

{I swear I was going to make it good}  

Namjoon held him near his heart. “ tae!! remember the day you…no, I let you go, our bookshop burnt. You remember your Yuri noona yeah? Well she kept cheating on me. When I went back home, I almost got caught by death. There was no single moment I regretted letting you go. The moment I let go of your hand, I lost my peace. I lost my every- thing.{great now  I am tearing up} I looked for you, I tried every place but it was like you were never born. I see you in my dreams screaming with pain and blaming me of your condition. You are right. How could have I sleep in peace after throwing my baby brother in splitting fire. I almost lost control when, yesterday your friend called me and told me about you. I came running here. I was insisting on see you last night but he asked me to be patient…”

“wait ! Did you meet him before??”

“ yeah, we met last night. He is very nice person. And to my surprise, he knows a lot about you…”

“sooo, you liked him?”

“hum he is pretty nice”

“thanks hyung. I feel… good”

“ and thanks for not forgetting this bad old brother of yours Tae”

“ oh c’mon! How can one forget about living with an actual tornado, hey do you still break the door knobs?”

“yah kid you won’t believe it, my room- mate kicked me out just because I tried to open his cupboard but it broke” tae’s naughty giggles rang jingles in Namjoon ’s ears. His lips spread into a peaceful smile and he hugged his little brother in his loving embrace. 

Tripple update cuz god knows why😂😂😂. Anyway. I hope that you enjoy the updates. Share vote and comment. I purple u💜💜💜💜💜💜

NOT A JOKEWhere stories live. Discover now