"please excuse me for being antisocial" (HEAVY EDITING AND REWRITING)

I need to hear you babygirl

Okay so Roddy has been back for like a week and some change and the only time we get to spend together is when we're sleeping... okay that's a lie, I've been going with him everywhere. From the studio to his interviews and all of the above. But when it comes to us being alone, it's literally only when we're sleeping. Because of this I've had a nasty ass attitude, as much as I try to control it, I can't help it. Roddy and I have been getting in petty ass little arguments lately and it's all stemming from the fact that we haven't gotten any proper time alone. Usually I would spend the day with him and go to everything that he has to do, then I would leave him to go teach some dance classes. By the time we're both home, we would be too tired to do anything, so we would just go to sleep. I fucking hated it. Do y'all know how many times I had to pull out this damn vibrator? You would think I was single or some shit. I was fr fr over it.

Anyways. I was currently venting to Amber, Jas and Rih while I shopped for something to wear. We were going to a dinner party at Diddy's house tonight so I needed to look good.

"why don't you just tell him you want some dick?" I sucked my teeth.

"Becauseeeeee Jas, that's such a turn off to me. He was gone for 3 months and you mean to tell me he don't wanna fuck. Like I'm ugly or sum?" Rih laughed and rolled her eyes.

"You're dragging it. You just gotta give him time to settle."

" I wish he would settle already." They all laughed at me and I rolled my eyes in annoyance. I decided tonight I wasn't gonna let my dick deprived life ruin my mood. I was gonna dress sexy and look tf good for me, myself and I.

After finding the perfect dress, I headed to the salon to do my hair, nails and toes. By the time I was done, It was only 3 hours left before the party started. I headed to Roddy's house to start getting ready.
Walking in, I saw a whole bunch of Roddy's friends just hanging around and lounging. It was like this all the time in here.
"Heyyy Olivia's here!" I greeted Donbo and everybody else and then headed straight to Roddy's bedroom. He was laying in bed, talking on the phone with somebody. I walked to him and straddled his lap. Leaning down I kissed him on his lips and then started trailing down to his neck.
"Hold on ... Oli baby. Can this wait like 5 seconds. I'm on the phone" Are you... kidding me ....
I rolled my eyes and got off him. He got up and walked out the room. I was pissed off and just wanted to get this damn night over with.
Grabbing my makeup stuff, I walked to the bathroom and started working on my face.
Roddy came in and walked to the toilet. He pulled his pants done and started peeing. "Is that necessary ?"

"What? I had to pee"

"You got like 5 other bathrooms. I'm using this one"

"So tf what Olivia" I sighed and closed my eyes to try and calm myself down. "Scoot over let me wash my hands" I moved and waited for him to be done.
"You coming with me to New Orleans right?"

"What ?? You didn't tell me bout no damn New Orleans"

"I'm telling you now, ain't I?" Y'all ever wanted to hit somebody so damn bad but you knew that you would get yo ass beat, so you had to contain yourself. I grabbed my make up and walked out the bathroom and into his room. I grabbed my bag with my dress and heels and walked out.
"Where tf you going?" Roddy grabbed my arm.

"Ima go get dressed at Rih house. I'll meet you at the party." I tried to remove his grip but I couldn't.

"Olivia wtf is going on. I'm sick of this bitchy ass attitude you been having these past few days. You buggin out man" I rolled my arms and pulled my arm away from him.

"I'll see you later"

"Are you serious??" I didn't answer him and just walked out the house. I felt everybody staring at me as I left but I didn't care.