Diary of the Defeated

Early Start to a Day of Waste

November 30

I've been up since 6:00, though I can't find a purpose. I haven't done anything of significance. I ate breakfast, that's about it. I feel empty and unmotivated.

I'm watching a program right now about the life cycle of an antelope. It's intriguing but ultimately irrelevant, to my own situation at least. Interestingly, my own existence is equally irrelevant.

I can see that my day will be a complete waste. In life we haven't a clue how many days we'll be allotted, it's such a shame to waste them.

Well, I should contemplate what I'll have for lunch.

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Diary of the Defeated: Early Start to a Day of Waste
JM Scoviak, 30 Nov 2014