my boy - timothee chalamet

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back at timmy's house, he didn't even try to hide a sigh of relief when he realized that his parents weren't home for the weekend. he ushered amelia inside, wanting to jump with joy at the thought of it just being them two. meanwhile, amelia blushed, a slight panic in her as her mind raced over the many, many ways that this night could play out.

timothee also had anxieties bubbling within him, but he masked them by appearing calm and cool, like this was just any other night of them hanging out.

while he locked up and tidied their shoes by the door, amelia made her way to his room like she's always done before. she knew his house like the back of her hand and was as comfortable as if it was her own, yet stumbled a bit when she walked into his messy room, knowing that they'd be alone for the night.

he trailed close behind, laughing embarrassedly when he realized that his bed wasn't made and his clothes were thrown everywhere from that same morning where he couldn't figure out what to wear in order to look perfect for her. she laughed too and waited patiently while he hurriedly collected everything and threw it in a pile on a chair.

"do you wanna watch anything?" he questioned, a little out of breath and secretly hoping she'd say no.

she nodded her head and turned around to gesture for him to help her with her dress. he quietly walked up behind her and felt his knees almost buckle. he lightly moved her hair to the side, a small smile on his face forming when he noticed goosebumps rise in response.

boldly, he placed a kiss on her shoulder as his fingers lightly touched the fabric of her dress. what a tease.

"you are the most beautiful woman i've ever known. today with you is something i'll never forget." he whispered, already imagining how one day, he'd get to tell their kids about their real first date together.

she let out a small gasp before turning around to meet his eyes. they stood, mouths agape, gaze switching between each other's left and right eyes.

"i- i love you. i really, really do. in so many ways," he started ,"i love you as my best friend but also as so much more. i've never felt this way about anyone and i don't ever want to. i've known you my whole life. you are my whole life. i-i want to grow old with you if you'd let me. i want to- i-i ... i love you amelia." he confessed with a nervous smile on his face. his curls hung in front of his eyes as his searched through hers desperately. his body was so warm and his breathing so quick.

she stared back at him with a pounding heart. her lips spread into a smile as her eyes watered. "i love you timothee. you truly are the love of my life. my favorite boy. my boy. you make me so happy you have no idea." her confession came out in a wispy breath as she cupped his cheeks and brought his face closer to her own. she pushed his curls away to scan his face and take in every feature. she wanted to remember every detail of his face on this day. "i love you and i want you. all of you. forever." she whispered, making him gasp as he finally closed the gap between their lips. their lips pressed hard against one another yet their bodies met lightly and softly molded into one another's. he wrapped his arms around her and hugged her into his body, wanting to feel all of her pressed up against all of him.

their noses bumped one another's as they continued kissing, their adrenaline rising as their bodies almost shook against each other's with anticipation and excitement. he walked her backwards slowly to his bed and guided her down as her hands wrapped around the back of his neck and their lips still locked together. despite the love and affection pouring out of each kiss and warming each other's bodies, their patience soon diminished.

amelia pulled away first to whisper a small "i love you timothee" onto his lips. his hair fell onto her forehead and tickled her skin. his eyes were dark yet hopeful and bright with love. he was amazed that he was here, right now, at this moment. with her hair falling onto his pillow and her dress falling over each curve of her body, she looked so angelic. his thin, chain necklace and his loose shirt hung from his body, exposing his chest just for her.

before he could reply with an equally love-filled whisper, her pointer finger met his collarbone and traced it down to the middle of his chest, leaving him breathless. he watched her face in awe, admiring her lips as his body soaked in her delicate touch. her eyes followed her actions and with parted lips, she tugged at his chain and wrapped it around her finger. she met his doe eyes that seemed more innocent than ever and tugged lightly to pull his face down to hers. she met his lips, kissing him with more force as he happily let her take control. as soon as her tongue touched his, he moaned, making her wrap her legs around his body to pull his down on top of hers.

she could feel it. hard against his dress pants and rough against her exposed thigh.

he shifted to rest on his elbows and frame her head with his arms. he pulled away to look her face that had half-lidded eyes, swollen lips, and flushed cheeks. "so pretty, baby" he whispered before kissing her cheek lower and lower until he met her ear and lower until he breathed against her neck, making her moan now.

"timmy" she breathed, weaving her hand into his hair as the other snaked under the bottom of his shirt to feel the warm skin on his stomach. his tummy tensed at her touch and he felt himself harden even more.

"i know, darling." he breathed, immediately going back to plant kisses and licks down her neck.

they silently fought as her hand travelled lower to the skin under the waistband of his boxers and his kisses creeped down to her chest. yet, he won once she felt his hands tug at the top of her dress and his wet lips meet newly exposed skin.

"can i?" he pleaded, his words came out as a breath as he looked up at her.

she nodded her head frantically and sat up so he could pull her dress over her head.

they both sat up on their knees in front of one another, hair a mess, clothes wrinkled, and chests heaving. he shifted closer to her, breathing lightly as she stared at him with doe eyes.

the moment his hands met the bottom of her dress, he stopped himself.

"i love you, amelia." he stated with his whole heart, bringing his hand to her jaw to pull her in for a kiss, which she gladly met.

"love you more, tim." she mumbled against his lips, making him laugh and shake his head.

"impossible." he smiled at her, before continuing his previous actions. "are you sure?" he asked, wanting to make sure she was comfortable, that he wasn't forcing anything on her.

she nodded her head and with a smile, she lifted her arms into the air and stared into his eyes. he giggled a bit before slowly raising the bottom of the dress higher and higher. her panties appeared first, making him gulp and her shiver. then her stomach, she blushed, feeling totally exposed and a bit insecure. lastly, her breasts that weren't covered by a bra as her dress covered her enough. he pulled the dress over her head and hair, making them both laugh nervously and set it lightly on the floor behind her.

"so, so beautiful." he gasped, in awe that she was existing, like this in front of him. knowing she may be feeling too exposed, he quickly ridded himself of his button down shirt, offering a quick smile of reassurance.

he crawled over his body and hovered over her, making sure she laid comfortably on the bed before kissing her. his lips travelled down once again and when they met her boobs, she gasped.

"i-i ... I'M A VIRGIN!" she confessed, chest heaving as he looked up at her with confused eyes and pouty lips.

"... what?"