poetry from the soul ▪︎ wabi-sabi

i'm crushed

well this is crazy
everything stripped from me
i want to give up
i want to be lazy

the amount of pain
the sadness in my eyes
devastated friends
more tears than rain

all these trials
hopes and dreams
all this work
driving for miles

bonding with friends
making music, singing
diligence and determination
it couldn't end

my entire life
my world
my favorite people and thing
cut like a knife

just discouraged
putting my heart into this
all my energy, my time
built up the courage

no words to describe
how i feel
none to explain
the emptiness inside

that was my outlet
what do I do
what do I say
i want to quit

life is paused
everyone gets it
the world is stopped
hurt is raw

all our effort
thrown to waste
awaiting the time
we again feel comfort