Emma and Her Depression

the goodbye and the hello

sorry its short but writers block im also sorry it took so long to update word count 403

I still can't believe what's going on with Sam we broke up.

 I've been staying in Sophie's room.

Sophie Mia's sister, Mia's brothers name is Fred and her parents' names are Anna and Derek.

 Soph has a fiance named Lily, Mia has a boyfriend named Castiel and Mia is about to have a baby she's gonna name him Ian.

 Mia said i can be Ians aunt it's really cool i seen him today throw an ultrasound i seen his feet he's so cute lifes getting better.

 i get a text from 226 938 4287 

"hey sweetie how are u"

 who the hell is this

 "whos this" i say

 "your mother" she say 

"before you block me i'm sorry for what happened i heard about what happened are u ok?"she says 

"wdym and i can't accept your apology" i say

 " fair and with you going to the hospital" shit she heard how

 " howd u find out" i ask

 "the hospital called me but are u ok" damn hospital bitches

 "yes i'm fine not that you care" lia says 

"hi lia can i talk to emma again cuz if i didn't care i wouldn't have asked" she says 

"no you hurt her and i can't let you hurt her again" lia is my main personality she's my protectiveness 

"look ik i hurt her but i still love her shes my child if she asks me to go away then i will but it must be her" mary says 

'lia let me talk to her' 

'but what if she hurts you i won't let her' over protective little shit 

'lia this is my body and i will make you give me control' she gives in and i talk to mary 

"give me one reason i should let u talk to me lias right u hurt me" i say upset 

"i have none cuz anything i say you won't believe all i can say is i'm sorry" i sigh 

"i'm not moving back just so u know" i can't go back 

"ik i dont expect u to maybe we can get coffee once a week or something" 

i dont know what to say so i say 

"i'll think about it" and i go to bed i can't sleep so i call rick my best friend till i fall asleep.