Emma and Her Depression

old habits

It's been two weeks since I moved to Korea. It's kinda weird that Miko keeps buying me stuff and smothering me like asking me how I'm doing if I need anything same with dento i don't deserve them im worthless i go to the bathroom with my blades 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18 i should be good for now i rap them up so i don't lose too much blood the sting feels good not in the kinky way get your mind out of the gutter you nasty. I walk out to go eat breakfast "are you ok dear you look pale?" miko asks "ya i'm good" i say and walk past "wai-" miko stops me by grabbing my wrist not to hard but it still hurt due to the new cuts "ahh" i cry out he lets go surprised and scared "are you ok what's wrong with your arms?" he say worried "nothing just sore from dance" i say hoping he drops it "bull you don't cry out like that from dance lift your sleeves up" he says sternly "why im fine" 'dont let him see hell dump u on the streets' diana says "do as i say emma now or i will" he says getting upset 'hell get rid of you no one wants a broken child' "no i'm fine" i say backing away "that's it" miko walks toward me trying to pull up my sleeves i fight back but lose he takes off the bandages and tears start falling from his eyes why why was he crying "DENTO COME HERE" miko yells 'your done good thing your good at being homeless' dento comes running to meko "you ok baby what's wro- oh my god" dento stops when he sees my arms "w-what h-happened d-did you d-do that t-to yourself?!" he stutters out. I sadly nod my head and he starts crying "why are we doing something wrong?" meko says still crying "no it's not you guys i-i j-just feel like im not good enuff" i say "WHY WOULD YOU EVER THINK THAT YOU ARE WORTH EVERY MINUTE OF ANY ONES TIME YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENUFF YOU ARE PERFECT OK ok your perfect" dento yells and drops to the ground at the end i walk over to th 6'5 man and hug him and start crying meko joins in and we all cry together. An hour after the crying fest meko asks if i'm hiding anything else "yes i have a twin brother named aries" i say "what".