Emma and Her Depression

Chapter 6 The acceptance letter and the wait

recap

I sigh "I'm not moving back just so u know, I can't go back."

"Ik I don't expect u to maybe we can get coffee once a week or something?"

I don't know what to say so I say "I'll think about it." And I go to bed. I can't sleep so I call rick my best friend till I fall asleep.

done

Two weeks ago I applied for a scholarship for a school in South Korea. It's a dance school. I get a letter in the mail addressed to me from the school 1Million | Gangnam I gather everyone around me I look at Mia

"It's gonna be ok." She says "They're crazy not to accept you." She speaks again and slowly opens it. It's in korean lucky I understand it I read it allowed

"Dear Emma Grá, we are happy to accept you into 1million dance school with a full scholarship." My eyes widen I'm speechless there screaming all around me

"I'm moving to South Korea." Holy shit Mia helps me pack I'm leaving in two days Monday they have a family for me to live with they will be fostering me there names are Dento and Miko both males I found them on facebook so I could get to know them before moving in with them they are sweet, kind, funny, and amazing I can't wait. I hope it's not an act they are putting on. I go to sleep excited and worried for what my future holds.

I wake the next morning happy I almost forgot what it's like to be truly happy I start practising my korean because I'm rusty "안녕 내 이름은 엠마" (Hello my name is emma) I say,

Lilly smiles "안녕, 난 잘 지내?" (Hello, how are you?) She asks

"당신을 좋은?" (Good you?) I say

"You're all set kid, we are gonna have fun in soul." She says I get confused "we" her face drops Sophie looks at Lilly

"Lilly it was a surprise!"

I realise "Wait, you're coming with me?!" I skweel Soph laughs

"Yes we are getting our own house there." I start jumping up and down I started calling Sophie eomma it means mom in korean and I'm calling Lilly mama the day went by fast before I knew it, it was night I couldn't sleep I was too excited and scared so I called Rick,

"Hey," Rick says tiredly,

"Hey papa, did I wake you?" I ask Rick, who has been like a father to me since I was 9

"No kid what's up?" I take a breath

"Well tomorrow I'm moving in with my foster family in Korea" I say

"That's great kid! Where I'll come visit you" I smile

''I'll text it to you, I still wish I could have moved in with you." I start to tear up

"I know kid but with the gang plus your brother... I'm sorry girly. But hey you foster family can give you something I can't. A home, security and you'll know that they will come home every day you'll be safe." I start crying

"But they're not you or Aries I miss you." I am crying

"Mi hija I'm sorry but i can't bring you into this life i care about you too much i'm sorry i have to go your brothers being a drama queen" he laughs and makes me laugh i hear arise in the background "HE CHEATED ON ME IMMA KILL HIM AND THE BITCH HA SEE I CAN BE ROMANTIC TWO FOR ONE TWO PEOPLE FOR ONE REASON" he yells i laugh again "can i talk to him" i ask "sure maybe u calm this murderous horamion bomb hehe" you herfe rick yell for your twin brother "who is it" aries yells rick whispers "imma play a joke" oh no here we go again "its the bitch who cheated" he yell suddenly like .02 seconds later you hear aries "LISTEN HERE YOU ASSHOLE WE ARE DONE SO CRAWL BACK TO THAT PUTA AND SHOVE YOUR TINY LITTLE DICK IN HER AND GET STDS YOU FAKE EXCUSE OF A LITTLE BOY" he screams shit "who hurt you little brother" i say half funny half concerned "emma?" he says confused "yes lil bro" i say cutely "YOU LYING ASSHOLE MY SISTER WOULD NEVER CHEAT" i start laughing so hard "so whats up big sis? Gota boyfriend? or a girlfriend? or a human?" he asks "not much and no and no and no i'm not gonna ask about your current dating status" i say "haha thanks look i'd love to chat but i got some people to pummel" he says "dont give them anymore of your time they've wasted enough of your time" i say hoping to calm him "you know what ya fuck them" he says "fuck them" i say and we continue getting louder and louder "FUCK THEM" "FUCK THEM" FUCK THEMMMMM!!!!!!!!" all of a sudden my dorr busts open its mia "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU LOUD POTATO BITCH" she laughs at the end i start laughing "i gotta go aries love you" he says the same and we all go to bed.