strawberries & cigarettes // yuumahio oneshots

04 | third base is calming my anxiety [smut]

the one in which I write 5348 words of sex.

He was always so eager to please. He always asks before he makes a move, 5 months into the relationship and he still asks for permission before pulling him into a kiss. It makes him feel... Fragile. He knows why his boyfriend does it, he knows it's because he's doing his best to keep him safe and happy and comfortable, and he appreciates it so damn much.

Yohio wasn't one to rush into a situation, it's not like he shy about the topic of sex, matter of fact there's a lot of things he wants to try, but to him it's such a serious and intimate thing, he doesn't want to sleep with whoever. He wants his first time to be with someone he's committed to, someone he truly loves.

That's not to say he doesn't love Yuuma, he does. He absolutely adores him, and there were more than a few occasions in which he thought of how good it would feel to just surrender his heart, soul and body to the other boy, but he wanted to wait a little longer. Maybe as soon as they hit the half a year milestone, which is in a month only.

He could wait, he's waited his whole life, he can wait another month.

Or so he thought. Yuuma found it so easy to flirt and tease like it's second nature, maybe he's doing it on purpose, or maybe he's a naturally flirty person in a relationship that he doesn't notice what he's doing, or the affect it has on Yohio. Or maybe Yohio is just really horny, really tired of being a virgin, and just so happens to be dating the hottest guy he's ever seen. Tall, and beautiful, and muscular in the right way. Everytime he sees him with his shirt off his eyes are glued to his abs and he finds himself wondering what kind of affect it'd have on both of them if Yohio just ran his hands up and down on them.

Yuuma understands Yohio wanting to wait until he's ready. He's completely okay with letting Yohio take control of their pace, he can ignore his own desires in favor of Yohio's comfort. He'll admit as much though, Yohio is the most flirty person he's ever met, and he's met a lot. Does he even notice the sexual jokes he's constantly making? Or the stares he sends Yuuma's way all the time?

It's been 5 months since Yuuma won his crush's heart. It was most definitely not easy, he doesn't know Yohio liked him too but what he did know is that Yohio was playing hard to get and it made things difficult, and he's certain it's not a crush anymore as much as it is love. He struggled a lot in proving himself worthy of Yohio's heart, and in the end it was completely worth it. Being able to call Yohio his.

After hearing of the previous failed relationships Hio had that made him put up a fight like this, he promised he'd never make Yohio feel uncomfortable or upset him in any way. He knows there'll be a doubtful part of Yohio for a long time, it's a normal response to having had your trust tested so many times, but he'll never give up until he proves he's worth his trust and love. He's been doing a good job keeping his promise so far.

It wasn't like Yuuma was simply pretending to be a good guy to earn Yohio's trust, he was definitely raised as a proper gentleman thanks to his sister and he would have done this whether his boyfriend went through unpleasant experiences or not.

He thought he'd be waiting for a long time until he gets his hands on Yohio, and he was willing to. But the shock he felt when Yohio sat on his lap, straddling his hips mere hours ago, and whispering as seductively as possible in his ear how much he wants him right now, was absolutely unprepared for.

It's how he ended up in this current situation; the one in which Yohio is sitting on Yuuma's face, moans loud and borderlining screams every now and then, face flushed completely as his grip on Yuuma's hair doesn't falter, only pulling him in deeper. Yuuma felt like he was choking a few times, and everytime he pulls away for air, Yohio would whine and push his weight down on Yuuma again.