𝐀 𝐇𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐅𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 - 𝐏𝐨𝐩 𝐒𝐦𝐨𝐤𝐞

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"I think you should find her. Really find time to just look for her and get her to sit down with you and have that one on one with her," He says.

"If she wanted to find me—us.. she'd reach out. Just think she didn't want us from the start," I shrug.

"Don't say that.." He lowers his tone sitting up, "Why would you say that? Or even think that?" He asks.

"Because, if she wanted us she wouldn't have did what she did in the first place. Take us away from home. Bring us upstate to somewhere we've never been and just have us separated? Like c'mon now. When Malik passed..she didn't even come back around. She didn't come to no funeral, pay no costs. I don't even think she knows her kid is buried right now and that's the most saddest fucking part."

"Okay but don't say she didn't want yah..shit like that makes me wanna cry and i'm being a hunnid with you right now. Like I deadass just wanna cry for you!" He says before I laugh a little, "Now why you laughing?" He laughs.

"I'm sorry," I take off my shades, "Just gotta find some typa light in this situation."

"You a damn asshole I swear! Thought we was having a real little moment," He laughs pushing the bottom of my chair little bit away from his making me laugh.

"We are!" I roll back over to him cracking him up, "That's how I cope. I need to laugh and just think like i'm in a better position now," I say as he nods.

"I ain't even gonna front right now.." He looks me up and down and licks his lips.

"What?" I smirk before he leans in and kisses me, "Pop I got a man," I back away slowly looking at him.

"I know and I apologize. Im just a little lit right now," He backs up making me laugh, "Couldn't help it."

"We def just ruined a moment.." I sit back and laugh.

"I know.." He shakes his head laughing, "I really do apologize though. No disrespect. Didn't mean it.. I hope you know that."

"I know," I nod.

"You're not mad though.. why not?" He laughs.

I didn't care for nor mind it. Anthony didn't matter to me anymore and after talking and opening up to Pop having a real one on one with him after just meeting him.. it came clear that Anthony was never anyone to me.

"Mentally left the relationship months ago. Just still physically in it so that's why. So you're good."

"Well when you breaking up with dude cause shiiiiiiiittt!" He laughs making me laugh.

"I'll let you know," I say before I curl my lips making him smile.

"Let me know asap," He laughs, "I'm ready!" He laughs more.

"For what?" I smirk.

"To love!" He shouts getting up.

"Whatchu know bout love?" I laugh.

"Listen..," He blushes looking away making me laugh.

Sunday, Feb. 10. 2019
5:55pm
Bronx Leadership 2 - South Bronx 📍

After talking to Pop that day in the studio, I went home and broke up with Anthony over the phone. Early in the morning.

2 in the morning to be exact, I called because he was up and told him what it was. I stayed up for about three hours explaining how I didn't wanna be with him and how he thought everything was good.