The Willow Tree

Chapter 14: Jasper.

I woke up and looked at the clock. 11:00. 'Why do I always wake up at 11?' I asked myself. I got up and got dressed, I figured today I would put my Ikea stuff together and chill out. I went outside and saw that my boxes where here. 'Yay!' I thought dragging them inside. It took me like 2 hours to get them together. When I was done I made some food. While sitting there I just thought about the other day. I looked up before I fell asleep and Jasper was there, 'why? Did he bring me home? If he did, why?' I thought. 'Maybe I should talk to him..' I shook my head and finished eating. When I was done I decided I would go to my special place. 'If Jasper's there then we will talk, if he isn't then we won't.' I thought. I wrote a note telling whoever reads it that I'm going to the mall and will be back soon. Nobody except Jasper and me knows about the spot. Then I got my bag and left. I drove and then walked until I got to the cave. I walked in and part if me hated what I saw and the other part was happy. Jasper wasn't there. I sighed in relief but I also kind if wanted him to be here. 'Wow I'm a mess..' I thought putting my bag down. I then sat down and started drawing. After about half an hour I heard something, I looked towards the opening of the cave and saw Jasper standing there. 'Wow' I said staring at him. He was still as beautiful as he was before. I didn't realize how much I missed him until now. I got up and cleared my throat. "Hey." I said awkwardly. He just stared at me. "I'm sorry, for what I did. I should have said goodbye, but i was afraid if I saw you I wouldn't be able to." He says sadly. I looked down and said "You didn't say bye, you didn't give me a reason, NOBODY will tell me what the fuck happened, why did you leave so abruptly? And worst of all. You left right before my birthday. I didn't have anyone other than Charlie who actually remembered. Even Bella didn't care because she was so depressed." I said holding back tears. "And you know what? Nobody cared about me after that. Nobody cared that I was heart broken too, nobody cared that I didn't have any friends, nobody cared that I was with a very shitty guy and he did horrible things to me, nobody cared that when I finally found friends they move away. Absolutely nobody." I said then I started crying. He looked like he wanted to cry to. He slowly walked up to me and hugged me. I clung to him, I missed him so much. He's the only one. "I'm so sorry, I should have been here for you, should have been there to keep you safe. I left because I thought you would be better off without me. But I was wrong. And I cannot express how sorry I am. I will do everything I can to make up for it." He said holding me.