Ended From The Beginning // JCM✓

7

    I woke up scared. I didn't usually think much about my dreams or nightmares. But in this one, everything was so vivid. The girl had dark black hair, big and light brown eyes. She was around 163. I could tell all of it. I looked at the time. It was 5 am. I still had 2 hours to wake up and I wasn't going to be wasting them. So I slept for 2 more hours.

Woke up again at 7am. New already made us breakfast so I hurried up and ate it. I got dressed and we headed to school.

"Haknyeon and Juyeon will walk you home today. I'll be coming home at 7."

    With that, we went to our classes. I sat on my seat and started thinking. 'Why did I see that dream?' . I had a very weird feeling about it. Just then our teacher came in. I brushed off the thoughts and continued my lesson.

                                                                          *Time Skip*

    I went to our 'usual' table. I guess Q had other things to do because he wasn't here.

"Hey Kevin hyung, where is Q?"

"He was talking to some girl, I think someone asked her out. He was smiling. I guess they're spending time together?"

    My heart sank. Hwall seemed to notice 'cause he whispered 'It's ok don't worry, we will make him love you instead.' I tried my best smiling, but I just couldn't. I wish he would love me. I guess it's too late now...

KEVIN POV

    I didn't like seeing her sad like this. I hated myself for lying. But I had no choice. I wanted her to like me back. The only way in my opinion is to make her think he'd never love her and he already has someone else. Normally, it probably won't be like that if she doesn't give up. Q will fall for her for sure. I can't do anything about Q, but I certainly can change Y/n's mind somehow...

Y/N POV

    I hurried up and ate my lunch. My class was music so I was going to the music room. I saw Q. I tried my best to not be seen, but he saw me anyways.

"Y/n!!! How are youuu?!!!"

    He seemed happy asking me that. I guess he really did like her. I put on a fake smile and replied.

"I'm fine, how are you?"

"I'm really good! Something really good happened!!!"

"Mhm, I know Kevin told me.."

"Really? How did he know? Anyways so yeah...*laughs* I'm really happy."

"It's good to see you this way."

    I was going when I remembered I should probably congratulate him. That would be the nice thing to do right?

"Ahaha, I almost forgot to congratulate you! Congratulations!"

"Thank you!"

"I hope you and your girlfriend's relationship lasts longer *smiles*"

"Thank- wait what? Y/n wait!"

    I didn't wait for him. I ran to my class. I didn't want him to see my tearfull eyes. I was on the verge of crying and if he said another word, I would be pouring them all out.

Q POV  

    Everyone was looking at me shocked. Even I was shocked.

"Girlfriend? I don't have a girlfriend..."

    Why would Kevin tell her such a thing. And now gossip is gonna start. Ugh! Why did Kevin do this??? I went looking for Kevin, and found him in the library.

"KEVIN!!!" I whisper-shouted.

"Oh Q, how are you?"

"'How are you' my a*s, why did you say I was in a nonexistent relationship with someone? Now gossip is gonna start! Everyone got it wrong!"

"I never said anything like that.."

"Why would Y/n lie to me? She has no reason!"

"Well apparently she does have a reason cause she looks like she lied..."

It was obvious he was lying. His eyes weren' meeting mine. I was furious, but left since I didn't want to make a scene there. While I was walking to class, everyone was looking at me while whispering. I got more mad as I saw them. But if I try to explain myself, it will just get worse. I decided not to think about it that much and went to class.

Y/N POV

"Yah Y/n! Are you even listening? I get it you love Q so much but maybe you shouldn't always think about him." Sunwoo said.

As he said that, I couldn't keep my tears from falling down. I can't blame him, he doesn't know what happened.

"Great job Sunwoo."

"Eric, I didn't do anything!""Y/n, why are you crying?"

Hwall told them why I was crying and Sunwoo lookes shocked.

"Wait, he said what?*sigh* You can calm down Y/n, he isn't dating anyone."

"How can you be so sure?"

He was about to say something but then he kept his mouth shut.

*Time Skip*

Finally school was over. Haknyeon and Juyeon were going to walk me home today. I haven't got to talk to them much so this was good news. On the way out, I saw Kevin and Q arguing. They both saw me. Kevin avoided eye contact while Q's eyes looked into mine. I could easily sense the anger and frustration in his eyes. Did Kevin really lie? I hope he didn't lie to me. But I also hope he did. I broke my eye contact with Q and went to find Haknyeon.

"Ah their you are Y/n, we've been waiting for 10 minutes..." Hak said.

"I'm sorry, but I'm here now."

"Alright let's get going then."

As we walked home, I learnt many new and interesting facts about them. I got to know them a lot more and it was fun. Juyeon had incredibly large hands, and Hak looked very slim for a person who eats that much. Honestly if I ate quarter of the things Hak ate, I would've been twice as big as him. We finally reached home and they left. I laid down on the couch and watched some kdrama. Suddenly I remembered, I was going to go to the art shop with Kevin tomorrow. Maybe I shouldn't go. I'm not in the mood for it. But already told him I'm coming so there is no going back.

    I got hungry so I ate the leftovers from yesterday. Then I went to sleep.

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