Ended From The Beginning // JCM✓

16

    After that day, me and Changmin got close. People thought we were dating. Except for The Boyz, of course. They knew we couldn't date. The rumors of us bothered me. But I can't blame them. I mean, we were doing most of the stuff couples did. Sad to say, we weren't together though.

    The Boyz were really close to debuting. Three days to be exact. I was happy for them however this also ment I won't be able to see them often. I was good friends with them. Especially Hwall, Sunwoo and Eric. Changmin and I were really close. And Chanhee was my brother. I did hate my brother sometimes. Still, it didn't mean I didn't want to see him. He was my brother after all.

    As they were all getting ready, I thought of hanging out with trio once more. I called Sunwoo.

"Hey, Sunwoo..."

"Yes???"

"Are you guys available?"

"Not really. We're getting our stuff ready. Why?"

"I was wondering if you and the other two would like to hang out one last time."

"Oh wait then. Let me go ask." "They said they can."

"Ok soooo, at 3pm?"

"Sounds good. See you at 3."

    He hung up before I got to say something. This will most likely be one of the last times we'll get to hang out for a long time. I hope we can make this day memorable.

                     *Time Skip*

    I was waiting at the cafe we chose to meet at. After a few minutes, they finally came. Eric looked a little different than usual.

"Eric looks weird." I said as I went to them.

"He cried." Hwall said without any hesitation. He looked a little of too. Scratch that, they all looked bad.

"WE cried." Sunwoo corrected Hwall.

"What happened??? Did someone say something mean? Give me their names." I said with full worry.

"No it's not that... We're finally gonna be idols and all. Sadly that also means we might never be able to see any of our friends. And we'll only see our families on certain times."

    I started feeling really bad like them. They won't get to see their families as often. Maybe a few times a year. That reminded me of Chanhee. Because he was my only family. I won't get to see him every day now. It was going to be hard. Really hard.

    We went to the arcade. It was really fun actually. We played lots of games and laughed a lot. Then we got some pizza. And now, we were at a playground. No one was here so it was quite and peaceful. Hwall and Sunwoo were sitting on the ground while me and Eric were sitting on the swings, watching the beautiful stars.

"I guess this is it..." Hwall said

"Yeah... You're finally going to be idols."

"Whoa, we're gonna be idols!" Sunwoo whisper shouted. We all giggled at his cute reaction.

"It was fun hanging out with you Y/N. Thanks for today."

"Thank you too Eric. It was really fun. Let's hang out some other day. But now you should all go to your house. It's 11pm and you should get good sleep."

"Why do we have to go to the company three days before debut" Hwall said while whining.

"You should ask that to the CEO, not me. Now you should all go."

    We said our last goodbyes. Eric was about to cry again. Not gonna lie, so was I wasn't gonna cry there though. Maybe at home.

    I arrived home. Got inside. I saw Chanhee getting his stuff ready.

"Need any help?"

"Yes, I actually do. I want to bring these with me but they won't fit!"

"Let me try."

    I helped him get his luggage ready.

"Thanks. Now, what do you want to do?"

"Chanhee, I'm pretty sure you should sleep..."

"I'm not going to spend my last day living with you like this."

    And my tears made their own debut. Before my brother's. He was my only family. AND IT HURT SEEING HIM GO!! It hurt so much! I wanted him to reach his dreams but I didn't want to be left all alone!

    We started watching a movie. That was the best we could think of right now.

                         *Time Skip*

I guess I fell asleep while watching the movie. When I woke up, Chanhee wasn't there. I looked at the time. It was no use. He already went. As I got up to get some water, I saw a note on the fridge.

'You were sleeping so peacefully that I didn't want to wake you up. It was the first time my baby sister slept so well like that :D if you ever feel down, give me a call. It doesn't matter what time it is. Don't forget to give Q a call too ;) love u lil sis♡

and btw, don't forget to eat your breakfast and take care of your health!'

    I looked at the table to see pancakes. My eyes started watering. I'll take care of my health really well!

NEW POV

    I really didn't want to wake her up because she wasn't getting good sleep lately. But I also didn't want her to see me being sad. I hope she'll take care of her health and be happy. Now that I'm not there to protect her, I hope she can protect herself.

"C'mon New!!! Do you want to be late?"

    I snapped back to reality.

"Coming!"

    I hope she won't have any negativity in her life now that I'm not by her side.

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istg, these chapters are getting shorter everyday

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