Ended From The Beginning // JCM✓

11

    Nothing really happened the next day. I just ended up sleeping the whole damn day. Today was Monday. I didn't have to go to school since I was suspended. I had nothing to do so why not visit Kevin? I hope he's feeling better. I was going to his house when I came across the art shop that we were supposed to go to. I bought a few drawing tools for both me and Kevin then went to his house. I knocked on the door. I was expecting Kevin to open it but someone else did. He was pretty handsome if I do say so myself.

"Oh, uhh hello!"

"Hello to you too! And may I ask who you are?"

"I'm Choi Y/n, I came to visit Kevin to see how he was doing."

"Ah, you're Chanhee's sister aren't you? No wonder you're so pretty. Please come in, Kevin is in his room."

    I got inside. The house wasn't very big but it sure looked cozy. It was very well decorated and cute. I saw a door with many drawings on it. I guessed it would've been Kevin's room so I gently knocked the door and came in. Kevin was sleeping. He looked really relaxed so I didn't want to bother him. His bruises seemed like they got better. I ended up watching him sleep for an hour or so. He was so cute while sleeping. I wonder why I guy so amazing like him would like me. I'm still not really sure if it's true. I find it hard to believe someone loving me. He slowly started to open his eyes.

"Y/n? What are you doing here?" He asked while trying to sit. I helped him and answered.

"I came to visit you! What else could I be here for? Oh and I also bought you these." I said while handing over the drawing supplies.

"OH MY GOD!!! ARE TOU SERIOUS?!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!"

"No problem!"

    He started checking out his new supplies. It made me happy seeing him like this. We started drawing stuff together. I decided to draw him.

    We finally finished our drawings and showed them to eachother. Well I showed mines first.

"Wow- wait, is that me?"

"Uhm yeah actually. Do you not like it?"

"I LOVE IT!!! Look, I drew you too!" And he showed me a beautiful and a colorful drawing of flowers. My heart did a weird thing. I think I started blushing a little.

"Y/n are you blushing*laughs*?"

"YAH! WHAT'S SO FUNNY ABOUT IT?!!" I said while blushing more. But this time it was from embarrassment.

"It's not that it's funny, you look way too cute! One can't look st you without being so happy!"

    I was amazed. No one has ever complimented me this much. He was way too nice. He deserved much better than me. I hope he finds the girl who'll treat him just like how he treates others.

    We talked and talked until I got a call from Chanhee. He told me it was late and that I should come back before it gets darker.

"You sure Y/n? I can walk you home if you'd like."

"It's ok Sangyeon oppa, I can go myself."

"If anything happens, call me!"

"I will!"

    I regretted refusing his offer. Sadly there were a lot of bad people at this time. 'Why do you have to be so stupid Y/n!'. I was walking without answering or making eye contact with anyone. But that didn't mean to not look where you're going. Of course me being me, I wasn't looking at where I was going. I suddenly tripped and fell to the ground.

"Whoa, you need some help their sugar?"

"No thanks, I can get up myself."

"Calm down, I'm not here to do anything bad."

"Mhm, sure that's what everyone says."

    Without making another word I kept on walking. I could from his shadow that he was behind me. I slowly started running while trying to call Sangyeon oppa. I was too late. He already got me.

"Why are you so scared of me, huh? What did I ever do to you?""Nevemind don't answer that. You'll learn it now."

    Unlike how it usually is in these stuff, no one came to rescue me. He was trying to take all my clothes off while I was trying my best to escape him. I punched him in the face a few times, got my phone and started running. Sangyeon can't come, I'm too far from their house so it would be useless. Chanhee is too far away too. Only person close to where I am is Juyeon. Without a hesitation, I found a place to hide in and called Juyeon. Thankfully he came really quick. He walked me home after that.

"Why did you not tell Sangyeon hyung to come with you!"

"I actually refused his offer..."

"Why?! Do you know what could've happened? You're lucky he wasn't one of the strong ones. Wait till New hears about this."

"No! You can't tell him! He'll get really mad at me!"

"Y/n, he's your brother. Of course I have to tell him!"

    We arrived at the house.

"Y/n where have you- Juyeon? What are you doing here?"

"I walked Y/n home. Thank God she called me..."

    They started talking. I could see the worry and anger in Chanhee's face. It was normal for him to get mad. What if something happened to me? I should've known better and told someone to come with me. Juyeon finally left. Chanhee slowly turned to me.

"What were you thinking?! So many things could've happened to you! Why didn't you tell Sangyeon hyung to come with you?! Honestly I didn't know you could've been such an idiot..."

    I just sat and listened to what he was saying. I had no right to talk. He was correct, I was an idiot. But hearing these from him hurt me a lot. You could feel it in his voice; he was sad, mad and disappointed. I didn't cry. I held myself together. Only thing I could do was to apologize. So I did it as much as I can. He eventually started crying. It was my turn to comfort him. He was so scared that something would happened to me so he started crying. I guess I really am an idiot.

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I'm so sorry to the few people who read this book. Sadly Im wayyy too lazy 
;(( forgive me!

           
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