Ended From The Beginning // JCM✓

12

    Tuesday. I really hated school. But I'm realizing now that without school, time doesn't seem to pass. It's getting really boring. I have been laying on my bed since I woke up and it's 2pm! I don't want to go out either(stay in guys). Hwall's gonna come to help me with the classes I've missed the passed 2 days. I still have 2 hours before he comes. So I started checking social media(as always). I came across Q's post again. The post where I learnt he had a girlfriend yet he still decided to mess with me. It bothered me a lot. But I was wondering, who exactly was that girl? I started looking into it. I searched and searched yet I couldn't find anything. Just then, I heard the door bell ring. Hwall probably came.

"AYY HWALL!"

"Y/NNNN!"

    After our weird greeting, we started studying. Fortunately they didn't do a lot. Hwall left after we finished which wasn't a lot. I got a message from Changed saying he's staying with the other members. So I got up, got some food from the fridge (don't worry I didn't cook) and watched some kdrama then slept.

                      *Time Skip*

    I woke up very early to get ready for school. Today, I thought of wearing something different. No one really saw me wearing shorts so why not try it out? Of course I didn't wear too short. I didn't want to gave detention. Not right now.
(A/n: just imagine wearing something cute with shorts that will fit your school's dress code)

    Chanhee was at his member's house so I went without waiting for him. Just as I stepped in school, everyone's eyes shifted towards me. Everybody has a shocked expression. I mean I don't blame them. Even I was shocked right now, it could've been the first time I dressed like this in years!

"Did you see Y/n?"

"She should dress like that often."

"She looks so different but in an amazing way!"

    I wasn't used to people saying stuff like these about me so I was kinda flustered. I saw Hwall, Sunwoo and Eric so I ran towards them hoping that the people would stop talking about me.

"Oh hey Y/n- woahh." "Since when did you wear these kinds of clothes?"

"I came to you guys hoping that others would stop speaking about me like this, yet you did the same thing I was running away from Sun.."

"It's shocking to see you wear such cute outfits when all you wear is a hoodie and pants..."

    I was about to say something but class bell rang. Today started pretty good so I didn't want to get my mood down by being late to class. Yes, I was flustered but I liked it? It was very weird getting compliments like that but people talking about me in a positive way still made me happy.

                       *Time Skip*

    At lunch, I went to my now usual table which was where my brother and his friends sat at. Kevin still didn't come to school. But maybe tomorrow he will. I came up to the table only to see that seat next to Q was available. Chanhee, being the nice brother he is, quickly changed his seat so I could sit with Eric.

    I ate my lunch quickly and got up. I headed to the rooftop to get some fresh air and be alone a little.

Q POV

"You shouldn't act like you care when you don't Q! It hurts people's feelings! In this case it hurt Y/n. I don't want to be rude, but I don't want to see you anywhere near her." Those were the words New told me last night. I knew what I did wasn't really right, but I didn't know I hurt her that much. As much as I wanted to obey what New told me to do, I couldn't help myself from wanting to be close to her.

    Y/n ate her lunch quickly. She didn't even dare look at me. I wanted to do what New said, but my dumb body didn't listen. As soon as she got up I hurried up and finished my lunch. She was heading to the rooftop. I guess she wanted to be alone. BUT MY IDIOT SELF JUST WOULDN'T LISTEN!!! I followed Y/n up to the rooftop. She didn't realize I got there with her. She sat down and looked up at the sky. I slowly started hearing a very soft and a beautiful voice.

Y/N POV

    I went to the rooftop and sat. I looked up at the sky. It reminded me of a song(im sorry lmao this is so cheesy). I slowly started humming and after sometime singing the song. I don't know why but I felt like crying. I wasn't aware that someone was behind me both listening and watching me. I suddenly yelled in frustration. When I did, someone else did as well with a VERY high pitched voice. I got shocked for a second before looking behind me. The person who was probably the main reason for my negative emotions, he was watching and listening to me all along!!! I got angry and headed to the staircase only for someone to hold my wrist.

"Wait Y/n! Can we talk?"

"What do you want this time Q?!"

"Let's just talk ok?"

    I of course agreed. Idiot. Why did I agree...

"Look, that day I didn't know what I was doing. I'm sorry. You probably feel hurt and feel like I played with your heart. So I really am sorry!"

    I stayed silent. I didn't know what to say. Then an idea came up.

"Why are you apologizing? Isn't the person you're supposed apologize someone else?"

"...what do you exactly mean?"

    I wasn't sure if he was just joking or if he was serious.

"Your girlfriend. Who else could you apologize to?"

    He seemed shocked. Without waiting for him to answer, I hurried back to my class.

"Y/n no! It's not like that I promise!"

    Pathetic.

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I was actually planning to publish this chapter earlier but I had some technical difficulties 😅

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