you and me - hannie story

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annie's pov-
hi my names julianna leblanc. most people call me annie. i'm 15 years old, live in LA, i'm popular but not mean and a bully. i do cheerleading and volleyball. i have 6 best friends, katie, kenzie, jayden, connor, johnny and last but not least, hayden. i have known hayden and katie the longest, i've known them since we were 2. they have always been there for me. although rim popular and have a pretty good life there is still something people don't know about me. sometimes i go through these depressive episodes and anxiety attacks, they lead me to cutting my wrists. only hayden knows, he knows i have anxiety but not depression and cutting myself. well today is the first day of sophomore year and i should probably get ready. i get out of bed and hop in the shower. about 20 minutes later i come back out and get dressed into this:

and i did my hair like this:

and makeup:

now that i'm ready, hayden is supposed to meet me here. since we known each other for so long my family loves him, same with his family they love me. he usually just let's himself in without knocking. with that being said i walk downstairs and see hayden eating the food my mom made and him hailey and my mom are talking.

mk(mrs.katie)- oh hey annie, i made breakfast.
a(annie)- thanks mom
h(hayden)- hey anns
a- hey hay

i say and hug him. we released from the hug and i say hi to hailey.

a- hey haybug, where is caleb.
h$- he just left with carson and brennan
a- oh okay me and hayden are about to leave, bye mom, bye haybug
h- bye guys

we both say bye back and me and hayden start walking to school. we start talking about how exciting this year is going to be and we can't wait to see our friends. then we start talking about other things.

h- are you doing cheer again this year
a- yea, i mean i am the captain
h- true
a- how about you, are you playing football
h- yea and i can't wait

i giggle when he says that. see ever since we were 12 i had this small crush on him that got bigger as the years went on. i don't think he feels the same way and also i don't want to ruin our friendship.

h- i love when you laugh, it makes me happy

i try as hard as possible to hide myself blushing but i think he noticed and smiled. god i wish he would just ask me out. when we get to the front of the school we see our friends and walk to them. we say hi the we all walk to the office to get our time tables. me and hayden have every class together, me and katie have 4 classes together, and me and kenzie have 4 classes together. the rest of us don't have any classes together. me and hayden walk off to our locker and then our 5 class. we sit next to each other and the teacher starts teaching. about halfway through class my heart starts to beat really fast, and my palms get sweaty and i get really anxious. when i get anxious i don't like when people touch me, it makes me more scared and annoyed. someone kid named asher angel taps on my shoulder and that's when i run out of the classroom to the bathroom. hayden sees me run out and goes after me because he knows what's going on. he runs into the girls bathroom and sees me pacing back and forth crying. he walks over to me and gently hugs me as we slide down a wall. i don't know why but when he touches me, i don't get anxious or anything it calms me down.

h- shh shh annie it's okay, i got you
a- h-hayden

i say as i bury my head into his chest. he hugs me so tight and lightly kisses the top of my head. about 10 minutes later i look up at him and he smiles, he helps me to my feet and starts to talk.

h- i think i'm going to take you home
a- oka- wait what about cheer
h- they're not until wednesday, i'm taking you home come on
a-okay

hayden texts my mom to tell her we are going home. she says okay but she's at work so i'm going to be there by my self. we start walking home and when we get there we go to my room and i just plop on my bed and cry. hayden walks over to me and pulls me on his lap

h- ann's it's okay, i'm here and i'm not leaving
a- hay-hayden i'm s-sorry, i'm such a b-bad f-friend
h- annie your not a bad friend don't say that. okay how about you go get dressed in some comfy clothes and we can watch movies.
a- a-any movie ( i say while wiping my tears)
h- any movie you want (he says while laughing)

i giggle a little bit, then go to my closet and grab an outfit. i go to the bathroom and get changed into this:

my shirt has my volleyball number and last name on the back. i get into my bed and cover my self with blankets. also hayden got changed into a hoodie and sweats, he always has clothes here. hayden gets ready to go to the couch in my room till i say

a- hay, can you come over here with me
h- sure

he comes over and lays on the bed next to me. we turn on "the notebook" and start watching it. 1 hour into the movie i start getting tired so i turn on my side and start cuddling hayden. he wraps his arms around my waist and i put my head into his chest. and with that i was asleep in the matter of 2 minutes.

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hey guys i will be writing a lot now because my school is closed for 2 weeks because of coronavirus. please stay safe and wash your hands a lot. love you guys ~ e ✨