dear self,
one of the most important lessons you have learnt so far in your life
is to never force a friendship.
you can always give the start move,
but never force them to feel the same way as you do
(as you tend to want to befriend people very easily).
now look at you,
the people who you wanted to get to know, are close to you,
they're so supportive,
they're always good to have a laugh with,
and they help you grow into a better person.
you never thought you'd have a group so diverse.
yes,
surround yourself with more people like these,
even if they are leaving in a few months ;-;
cherish them,
hold on tight to them
while you can.
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