Fools Gold (Moreid Mpreg)

Chapter 6: Confessions

I awoke the next morning hearing soft hiccuping sobs. I rubbed Spencers shoulders. "Spencer baby what's the matter why are you crying?" I asked with extreme concern. He shot up and into my arms clutching me for dear life his face burried in my bare chest. He sobbed harder. "Spencer? What happened?" I ask rubbing his back trying my best to soothe him. "Oh Derek! Its..its terrible!" He wailed. "Spencer please tell me what's going on." I plead. "My mother..she..she" He stammered and broke out into a moaning sob. "What Spencer?" I demand. "She..shes making me go to Harvard. I tried as hard as I could. I tried Derek. She just won't let me stay! I can't leave you!" He bawled. My heart shattered into a thousand tiny pieces. And my body froze. "Spencer.." I say. "Derek stop it! Don't look at me like that! Don't you know I'm a wreck already?!" Spencer freaked. I swallowed the lump in my throat and lifted his chin with my finger. "Derek.." He sniffled. I placed a finger on his lips. "Shh. Calm down. I'm here." I whisper although I forced the tears that were building up in behind my eyes back. "I don't know what to do." He snuffled. "I know. I know. Everything is going to be fine." I say. He than looked at me with his eyes that were red and puffy from crying and than our lips collided. It was than the tears waterfalled down my cheeks. I couldn't let him go. He was my everything. I couldn't loose him. I loved him to much to. "You're crying." He said. "Spence." I squeaked and began to bawl. He too let out a chocked sob and hugged me tight as we cried on each others shoulders miserably. It took about an hour for us to completely calm down. I lied on my back and Spencer had his head on my bare chest as I stroked his hair with my fingers. I used my other hand to intertwine with his. He kissed my chest gently and buried his face in it. "I can't loose you Spencer." I chocked. It took him a minute or two to answer. "I know Derek and Im going to try my hardest to stay with you."
He said gripping my hand tighter. "I love you too much to let you go." He said quietly.  "I know you do Spencer." I whispered. "My mom. Shes ..she's sick Derek. Very, very sick and I can't help her. My dad left me when I was 10. And I tried my best to help her..but..I..I just couldn't. She's too sick." He explained sadly. "I..I'm sorry to hear that." I said. He nodded and began to cry again. I rubbed his back and gripped his hand tighter. "Maybe your mom needs special help." I said.
"What are you talking about?" He demanded.
"I'm saying she'd be better off with some people who could help her." I explain. He sobbed bitterly. "But. I love her I can't get her hating me for sending her away." He hiccuped.
"Listen Spencer. I know you love her. But she needs special help. She's very very sick. She loves you Spencer. And you know that. She will never hate you. Ever." I insure him. "I love you." He whispered closing his eyes. "I love you too boy genius." I smile and kiss his forehead lightly before I too fell asleep.