Is it a CURSE? [Deku Angst]

DEKU Part Four

YEEEEEEET!!! OwO

Deku's POV
I started coughing again...
4 petals
It happens when I'm eather sad or thinking of Kachan. The petals are Orange just like Kachans favorite color
Orange and then I started mumbling abouthow cool he is and blah blah blah. I left the petals there since it was time for snack. Later my mom came and picked me up and then he went to another school to pick up Touya his burn Mark's had got worse when he practiced his quirk it would burden him more but that's why he practices so it would stop burning him. Touya got in the car and he showed me all the books he had it was alot even though he was placed 2 grades under what he would be in which is 4th grade so hes in 2nd grade. Next year I'll go to the same school as him but I'm going to Kindergarten I herd Kachans also going there and most of our friends so that will be fun. Once we get home we open the door and dad isn't home probably went to go buy beer. We go upstairs and me and Touya do a puzzle it was kind of confusing but my mom said that I was really smart to even solve it. Touya dose alot of homework so I just sit and watch when i hear the door open down stairs. Everytime I hear a noise in the house or see something move I jump and get scared I'm always scared its dad and to my luck this time it was dad. But luckily he didn't scream he came upstairs and said hello and went to his room I guess he hasn't drank yet. Well mom has the chance she goes to his room and gets more of her clothes. Touya finally finished his Homework and we go to bed me and him share a bed while mom sleeps on the couch in the room. Touya and I have gotten closer but hes not really like a brother just maybe like a cousin or best friend well he calls mom Auntie Inko which is what Kachan calls her too and hes my best friend so yeah.

2 years later

Touya's POV
I've been living with Izuku for about 3 years now and im currently 11, sometimes we walk to the mental hospital and visit my mom Auntie Inko let's us go alone since she says I'm old enough. Turns out Antie Inko and her used to be friends in high school and Izuku has grown close to her as well. I'm worried for Izuku hes been having alot of panic attacks lately and he cries everyday when we get home. 4 weeks ago me and Izuku caught Auntie Inko cutting herself and I can't blame her Hisashi her divorced husband beats her up me and Izuku try to protect her as best we can though. Izuku told me he has crush on this kid named Kachan I think but I heard hes very mean he even scared one of the 4th graders in my class. Well I'm doing my homework right now on our bed Izuku is next to me crying well some petals are coming out of his mouth I know exactly what the disease is and I know what it dose once hes ten if he doesn't get the surgery by five years after that he dies. He doesn't know that yet though or at least I don't think he does we have a computer in here so he could've looked it up but I don't know I just hope hes okay. I've also been burning myself with my quirk on purpose and on accident but its cause I keep having dreams of dad or should i just say Endeavor.

Deku's POV
Its been about 3 years since I first met Touya and we currently go to the same school I'm in 1st grade right now and currently 6 years old. I've been hearing voices lately they remind me why everyone at school calls me Deku. About 4 weeks ago me and Touya caught mom cutting after that I wondered if that would help me so I  went to the store with Touya and when he wasn't looking I bought a necklace that had a hidden pocket knife. I then put the necklace on and it looked pretty cute actually.

Later that night when Touya was sleeping I got up and went to the bathroom I then took the necklace off and I dragged it across my wrist and it stinged but it also felt good so I did it again and again and again going up my arm and then I moved to my next arm there were only 7 cuts on each arm so 14 but now theres way more and I've lost count. When I get home from school the voices are there telling me everything I did wrong and I end up crying everyday but Touyas always there sitting next to me I don't notice but I end up coughing up petals it's been alot more than I used to but as long as i don't do it at school I'm fine. Well right now I'm crying in bed next to Touya moms down stairs I here her crying and my dad and her yelling but dad way louder. This happens  at least 4 times a week. But finally it stops I hear nothing but then running up the stairs dad opens the door and he says "call the ambulance!" In a panicked voice which made me worrying and I started panicking too so I grabbed the phone trembling and crying and I dial 911.
well Touya runs down stairs and sees that the living rooms on fire so he pulls the fire alarm in the apartment and runs back upstairs.
When it picks up I say "Help my Mom shes-" I then hear the fire alarm and Touya screams "Izuku" and comes through the door. I then say in to the phone "Fire! help! And then I said our address and dropped the phone and Touya grabbed my arm but I grabbed my bag with all my notebooks on everything and then grab a picture of Mom, Touya, and Me. Touya grabs my arm again and this time I follow as I put the photo in my bag and the bag on my back were going down the stairs we cant go every things on fire I then see moms body in the fire shes passed out I pull from Touya and run in to the fire to mom but he grabs me and picks me up as he runs through the fire out the door as I scream "NO LET GO SHES IN THERE I NEED TO GET HER TOUYA!""P-Please!" "Touya"... I see dad and everyone else who lives in the apartment on the ground outside as Touya carrys me down the stairs and I continue screaming and kicking we get down he puts me down and I try running back to the apartment but Touya grabs my arm and pulls me into a hug I can't escape I then have a mental breakdown and I fall to my knees and curl up and hug my knees. After Touya calms me down I stand up and tell him "Touya I need to get Auntie Mitsuki" hes met her at least three times when she comes to visit sometimes so he nods and follows me down the street I then notice my socks and the end of my pants are burnt and it hurts to walk but I don't care I see Touya and his shirt and and the end of his pants are more burnt then mine all the way to his thigh a little more on one side then the other. Once I get to Auntie Mitsuki I knock on the door and when she opens the door I jump into her arms and hug her she doesn't see I'm burnt just sees my face and that I'm crying and Touya behind me burnt so she says oh my god are you kids okay come in as she carries me inside.

YEEEET Sadness. Yup and here comes more Depression for poor Izuku. He he he I'm evil. But hope you enjoyed that I actually teared up writing that don't forget to vote and check out my other stories. Bye! ❤❤❤