Look Into Your Heart

Part 1; Choices

Ellen POV

"Not now paddy," I giggle, he has his arms around my waist and nibbling at my neck.

"Ellie, we have twenty minutes before we have to be back in the dressing rooms," he spins me around and crashes his lips to mine.

I pull away and walk to the counter in my trailer, "Chris is going to come and bring me lunch, I couldn't say no because then he would accuse me of having lunch with you."

He pouted, "okay fine, but later, that cute ass is mine," he placed a quick peck on my lips and reached his hand around and squeezed my butt before leaving my trailer.

"Alright," I giggled and sat down on the couch.

A few minutes later there is a knock on the trailer door.

"Come in babe," I yell and the door opens and Chris comes in with a brown paper bag.

"Got your favorite," he smiled coming over to me and pulled me into a kiss.

"In-N-Out Burger!" I exclaim, pulling away from him, grabbing the bag.

"Yes, so how is filming going," he questioned, sitting down on the couch.

He meant how is everything with Patrick, he was really jealous of me and Patrick. "It's great," I took a huge bite of my burger and nodded at him.

"That is good, so are you filming late tonight. I was thinking we could go out to a nice restaurant or something."

"I have no idea when we will be finished today, sorry babe. I am off this weekend, maybe we could go them," I lied, I didn't have to film anymore scenes after 8pm but me and paddy are probably going to do something.

"Oh well I don't think I can wait until then," he reached into his pant pocket and pulled out a black box and opened it, inside was a gorgeous silver diamond ring.

"Chris, what are you..."

"Ellen Kathleen Pompeo, will you marry me?"

He was sitting next to me on the couch, not even on one knee.

"I don't know Chris, I didn't even know we were at this point in the relationship."

"Ellen we have lived together for five months, we have been together for three years. You can take your time but please give me an answer soon," he stood up, setting the ring on the table and walked out.

LATER THAT EVENING

"Ellie," I heard Patrick outside my trailer.

"Come in," I yelled from the bed of the trailer. I couldn't stop thinking about the events from earlier.

He opened the door, coming in and standing at the edge of the bed," you ready for tonight?" He started to unbutton the blue button up he had on from filming.

I rolled my eyes and bit my lip, nodding my head at him, "but I have to talk to you about something first."

He climbed onto the bed, slowly making his way up to me and places his lips against mine, "can't it wait until tomorrow?"

"Chris asked me to marry him!" I blurted out. Shit. That is not how I wanted to tell him.

He backed off of me, stepping off the bed, "what did you say?"

"I didn't say anything, I told him I would think about it."

"Why didn't you just tell him no?" His voice got a little louder and he grabbed his shirt off the floor and started to put it back on his body.

"Because I don't know, Patrick you are married and what we are doing is just a little fun," I lied, I felt something for Patrick, I even think I love him. He is married and has a daughter, I can't be in love with him.

"Oh so that is all this is to you? Just a little fun? Ellen I love you, I have loved you every since I laid my eyes on you at that audition.

"You cannot do that Patrick, you are married and have a little girl! What about T,"

"I love Tallula, but Jill and I haven't been in love in months. I don't love Jill anymore, I am in love with you Ellen so you have a choice. I plan on leaving Jill anyway so whatever you choose, know it has nothing to do with you," he walked out of the trailer.

AN; its a little shorter than i planned but I have big ideas. Please vote and leave reviews.