Look Into Your Heart

Part 2; The Ending

No worries, this is NOT the ending, its just the end of a long battle that we all wish would happen. Enjoy and comment what you think.

Patrick POV

I climbed into my Porsche and slammed the door closed and ran my fingers through my hair. Tonight is the night, I am going to tell Jill I want a divorce. I click the seatbelt in place and turn on the car. I click through the radio stations, finding nothing good on so I put in a The Clash cd and turn the volume up and pull out of the set onto the main road.

I speed up, faster than normal. The woman I love is in her trailer, making the biggest decision she will ever make. I can give her more than Chris ever can, I can make her happy. My thoughts make me press the gas pedal a little harder, now going 100 mph, and whip into my driveway.

I walk into the front door and Jill is picking up some of Tallula's toys.

"Hi honey, I thought you were working late," she said blowing her bangs out of her face.

"No, my schedule got rearranged but anyway where is T? It is only 8:30," I set my Porsche keys on the table beside the door.

"She passed out a few minutes ago while playing, you can go kiss her goodnight."

"No I don't wanna wake her, we gotta talk," I walk over and lean against the fireplace.

"What about?"

"Jill, I don't even know where to start, well let's start with the Gardner, I know about him Jill and how you have been sleeping together."

"Wha-what are you talking about, h-how did you find out?" She stutters.

"I wasn't really sure but you just cleared that up, I want a divorce."

"No Patrick, don't do this. I love you and I swear it was a temporary thing with him, you are the one Patrick," she begged, the tears started streaming down her face.

"Jill it isn't just about him, I am not in love with you, I haven't been in love with you in a long time and we barely get along anymore. It just isn't working."

"It's that slut isn't it? I should have seen it coming. You have been screwing her haven't you?" She spat out, her tears stopped and anger raged from her.

"That has nothing to do with this, and Ellen isn't a slut. It is over Jill, I will go grab my things and I will come explain things to T later, my lawyer will be in contact."

Jill sat down on the couch, she was a mixture of sadness and anger. I walked past her and up the stairs and packed a bag, sliding into T's room and kissing her forehead.

"Night T, Daddy loves you," he walks out of her room and goes into the living room.

"Goodbye Jill," I took my keys and held my bag, walking out the front door and into my car.

Ellen POV

I sat in my trailer, I couldn't go home. I need to make this decision tonight. Patrick was this loving, sexy man who was my good friend, is my best friend and even tho we were having an affair, it wasn't just sex to me. It was filled with passion and love and he treated me like a queen, always a gentleman. He is also an amazing father but he is married and I can't break up a family.

Chris is an amazing guy too. He can be sweet and romantic when he wants to and he is amazing with children.

I lay back on my couch and let out a long sigh. Why is this so hard? I should know, I should know who to choose, who to spend my life with and have children together.

Patrick has a wife and a child, I can't be the woman who breaks them up but he said he loved me, he truly loved me. I sit up and quickly grab my shoes and pull them on to my feet. I grab my purse and my car keys and burst out the trailer door, making sure to close it and run to my car quickly. I have decided who I want.