psycho || woosan

13

It could've been a road to recovery. Maybe even for Wooyoung. he could never forget the images of the many people he and San targeted. the scared expressions of people right before their breathing stopped. san felt nothing. he didn't care about what he had done. he only cared about the fact that he brought wooyoung into it. how would they get away with it? he remembers wooyoungs scared eyes when watching the news, terrified hearing about the tragic news of missing people all caused by him. wooyoung loved him. he was willing to do anything for San.

it's been a week since wooyoung called places. it took a lot of paperwork and some money but it was settled. San would be leaving for months to recover. wooyoung too, has found a therapist for himself. He packed Sans bag for him, made some lunch, and drove him to the place. San was nervous. He hasn't been without Wooyoung ever since they got together. He would now be isolated. He'd be by himself with his deadly thoughts. He had to try. He knew he did. He promised Wooyoung he would and if he wanted Wooyoung he had to change. He felt Wooyoung grab his hand in reassurance. He smiled softly. The two haven't talked much but they understood each other in this situation.

Wooyoung pulled in and grabbed Sans bag. San held onto his boyfriend's hand and slowly walked in. The place smelled of bleach and was too bright for his liking. They walked up to the desk where the receptionist smiled at them.

"We're here to check in Choi San," Wooyoung said squeezing Sans hand. he felt the boy tremble slightly. "Ah yes, we would just like you to talk to the doctor to discuss some things and sign papers if that's okay with you." Wooyoung nodded as the lady stood up and walked towards the offices.

The two boys sat in the waiting room. Wooyoung placed Sans head on his shoulder to relax him a bit which worked. "You know this is the best for you right?" Wooyoung whispered. San nodded. He was unable to speak feeling he would break down.

"Choi San?" a nurse called. The two stood up and headed toward the office. There a psychiatrist sat. The room was too bright for his liking and it smelled of disinfectant spray. The doctor smiled and ushered them to sit down, introducing himself.

"We have your room set up already, I would just like to go over the guidelines so you know what to expect and what you're expected of. Since you're still in school Wooyoung will be dropping off your work. As you stay in your room you can work on that. Our policy is no phones. That's usually always the case so you'll have to hand it over to Wooyoung here. Your sessions with me will be 5 times a week and will decrease once you show progress. A nurse with collect you for breakfast lunch and dinner. For now, you're not allowed to leave the room of your own free will, we have to monitor you for a couple weeks. visiting hours are 3-7." Wooyoung nodded his head and smiled.

"Since I see I'll also be talking with you, our sessions can be whenever you schedule them." the doctor smiled, and Wooyoung nodded along. "Well, I'll give you some time to talk together and I'll be outside for a while, a nurse will come in and escort Mr.Choi to his room." they shook hands with the doctor and started talking.

"It's not that bad." wooyoung said as he stared at his boyfriend. "It's bad Wooyoung. I feel like a pet having specific times to go out. I want to go home I can change myself." he said angered. Wooyoung knew this tone and he knew to keep his words to a minimum. "You're right, but within a couple of weeks, it won't be like that. you want to see me again, don't you? Then you need this." he said calmly. He saw San relax and nod his head. Wooyoung was right whether San liked it or not.

Soon a nurse came in and smiled too kindly for both of their likings. "Please hand over your phone and any other objects you may have, we're going to need you to change into this," she said and she passed San his new clothing. Wooyoung knew he shouldn't have, but he kissed San passionately. Something told him he had to. It would be a while till he saw the boy.

They pulled apart and sighed. "I love you," San said and stood up. Wooyoung watched him walk out the door without saying anything.

He soon followed behind and sighed. "San! I love you too," he said quickly. San turned around and smiled. Wooyoung saw the teary eyes San had and immediately felt bad. why was he treating San like that? he's never had this issue before so what made him suddenly hesitant? Wooyoung watched as San walked through the double doors with the nurse following closely behind and turned around to head home.

Day one without San.

hello, long time no update! these next parts are parts that aren't part of psycho but from my imagination, this time whoops