psycho || woosan

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there was a reason I skipped 0.0 and started with 1.0. I had plans of something but now I wanna ex out those plans LMAO

may have spelling mistakes I didn't proofread anything

note: the past two chapters (2.4 & 2.5) happened before 2.3
this chapter takes place after 2.3 & 2.4 & 2.5 :)

4 weeks without san

"Hey, can you come here? I'm at the hospital," he said hanging up fast. "Wooyoung, I heard you have a lot that you haven't been telling me, let's get inside." he smiled and ushered wooyoung inside.

"Is it okay if I have a friend join today? I don't want to repeat everything and it's really important," he said looking down. his therapist nodded and smiled softly. "Whatever makes you comfortable," he said but this. Wooyoing wasn't comfortable. He was anything but that. He felt scared and anxious. He shouldn't have said anything. He rather lives to be the only one who knows everything. He regrets it already.

"I'm here."

He felt his heart drop as he headed outside to Yeosangs car. He saw Yeosang smile at him. He saw the questioning look on his face and knew there were so many questions he had. They would all be answered in a couple of minutes.

"I feel ready to tell you everything, you're allowed to be a part of my session today, before we go in please try not to think of me differently and try to understand me, please?" he said quietly. Yeosang smiled and nodded, hugging Wooyoung tightly.

They were best friends. Yeosang has sworn to himself he was always going to be on Wooyoungs side no matter what. They both had no romantic feelings for each other. As clingy as they were together they never thought of each other like that. As many times as San heard Wooyoung say he and Yeosang don't like each other it was hard to believe when all the two did with each other was overly touchy and giggly.

They walked in with Yeosang holding wooyoungs hand as comfort. Wooyoung knocked on the door. He heard a come in and opened the door.

There his therapist was sitting down with a smile on his face. "It's nice to meet you I'm Dr. Kim," he said extending his arm out for Yeosang to shake. Yeosang smiled and introduced himself, extending his arm out as well. They took a seat and waited for Wooyoung to settle down and relax.

"I'm a killer." he let out. His therapist even looked shocked. Wooyoung refused to make eye contact as he felt his world crashing down. There was a small sense of relief, but he felt shaky. Tears welled in his eyes and he lost his breath. he felt like he was dying.

He felt Yeosangs hand move towards him, holding it to hopefully reassure him it was going to be okay.

"San. He always guilt-tripped me I guess. I felt manipulated every time he would tell me to go up to someone and bring them to the car, I just didn't realize it at the time. The house. He wanted to own a body farm. There's so much going on there. The house is in the woods kind of far. No one knows about it. On our first date, he took somebody and killed them. He looked me in the eye so scary but I felt so drawn to him. Our fights made me crazy, We usually held a knife towards each other being threatening. He scared me but I didn't scare him.

I went along with what he did. I thought it was because I loved him. But I was just so terrified of what he would do. I was threatened multiple times by him but my mind allowed me to think I loved him. At some point, I think we were happy together. There were times when it was nice and I felt genuine. It's so confusing. He was easily jealous. I wasn't allowed to talk to anyone outside our friend group. Every time I talked to Yeosang he got insecure. He's threatened Yeosang dozens of times. When he stayed home I stayed home because I didn't want to risk him going after Yeosang. I'd never forgive myself if something was to happen because I knew what he was capable of.

I've kept this in for so long and it feels relieving to let out but what happens next? I get arrested don't I? Sans going to find out about this and go after me. he'll go after anyone no matter who you are. I put him in here to give myself a break. I lied to him saying we'll be together again when he gets better. But he won't and I won't. I don't feel better. I feel terrified of what's next."

By the time he finished, Yeosanr had tears in his eyes and was now gripping his hand. He couldn't believe Wooyoung went through all of this. He could've prevented everything.

Dr. Kim was left speechless. He couldn't believe someone so young dealt with all of this. He couldn't believe someone so young was capable of it. "Would you call the police?" Yeosang asked slowly. Wooyoung finally looked up. "Please do. I don't care anymore." he cried. He didn't care about the consequences anymore. He didn't care if he was jailed for life. He just wanted to disappear.

"I think we should just give you tests for right now and make moves later. You would have a chance of letting off easily if you show signs of something." That was all the doctor could say for now. Wooyoung nodded and looked toward Yeosang. His friend only smiled and stood up.

"Thank you," he said to the doctor and pulled Wooyoung up to leave.

I was thinking of 2-4 more chapters left.

the next few chapters will be inaccurate to actual laws, this type of thing will most likely not happen in real life :)

++ Sorry if it seems a little confusing!! when I finish this I'll be going back to reread and fix whatever doesn't seem to add up :)