psycho || woosan

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inaccuracies

epilogue 4:: Final

It's been three years since Wooyoung was admitted to the hospital. His release was set for tomorrow. He's shown so much improvement doctors were surprised at the results.

There was a case investigation for San due to him going to the hospital and not getting better. everything had seemed sketchy. All doctors and nurses involved had been arrested for not properly taking care of the boy. Giving him false medication, and not properly checking his mouth when he was given medicine, it all added up.

Wooyoung blamed himself at first. He used to hear San tell him he was the reason he had died. He claimed Wooyoung killed him. But from what Yeosang had told him it was all the hospitals doing.

Yeosang refused to tell Wooyoung where San was found. All Wooyoung knew was that San died from "a bad environment in the woods" which even he knew was a lie but decided to just forget it. He didn't know if he could handle what had happened. At least not now, maybe in the future, he'd get Yeosang to tell him.

During his years at the hospital the younger allowed tests and scans. He took his medication when needed. He was cooperative and listened carefully. Soon San had left for good. He hasn't seen the boy pop up in a couple of years. He had the option to leave last year but decided to stay just to be safe. He started sleeping better with the help of his friends encouraging him.

He still thought of San. He thought of the boys' tired eyes and the times they cuddled in bed after arguments. He thought about their walks to school being hand in hand, remembering the feeling of Sans calloused hands. He remembered the times in the bathtub feeling scared every time he caught San drowning himself. He didn't miss it, but he liked remembering the boy.

It was an adventure. One that he would now store in his memories but hopefully forget. He's moved on now. He's going to be okay. Yeosang entered the room with a smile.

"How exciting? Are you happy to leave?" Wooyoung nodded and smiled. He hasn't seen the real outside world in years. He was beyond glad he stayed determined to get help.

"Get some sleep okay? We'll be picking you up tomorrow." Wooyoung smiled and muttered okay turning his side lamp off and falling asleep.

Dear Yeosang,

Is there any way I can thank you for everything? I really can't ever make up to you for all you've done for me these past weeks, and I'm sorry it had to end this way. Please do not look for me. Please allow me to leave. Nothing is here for me any longer. By the time you find this hopefully, I'll be gone.

Don't feel bad, I wanted you to find this late. I hope you and the others remain happy. It'll allow you to tell because there isn't much of a choice. If you see San please make sure he's okay, he tends to not eat when food doesn't taste good and will hold onto that.

Thank you for going through everything with me. Please tell my parents I'm sorry and that I love them. Please tell the others I cherish our moments. And please remember I've always had the happiest moments with you, thank you for being my best friend and I'm sorry.

— Wooyoung

I feel like with all the time I had these completed I could've added more to it but I couldn't think of another ending.

yes, san had died of malnutrition and hypothermia. please be careful and make sure to eat because being malnourished is so risky and serious!! always eat your meals!!

if you have any questions please let me know!!

thank you very much for reading!! this has been very interesting to write and I hope to see you hopefully in inside your mind <3