lonely [PERSONAL PROJECT 2020]

a dreamer

I could only watch you by a distance,

Wishing I could be by your side,

Praying that no one could ever hurt you,

I want to talk to you,

I want to share my day with you,

I want to stay special for you,

You are hurting,

Yet you acted otherwise,

You once said to me, "You can't help me,

Because we're both drowning."

Last night, I dreamt of you again.

I finally get to see that smile of yours,

We finally became the old us.

Until I woke up abruptly.

If that is the only I could see you,

Talk to you, spending my time with you,

I will be a dreamer.

Let me sleep, forever.