lonely [PERSONAL PROJECT 2020]

the goodbye

They said it sounded like it was going to be the last ever,

But none of them noticed how my eyes were low all the time,

Not wanting they see the truth of feelings trapped inside.

Having the most sincere conversations with them,

Getting to know them better make me feel so much better.

But no matter how hard I try, no matter how much space has been given,

I would still feel unwanted; a burden, a disgrace.

I do not know how to bid my farewell or how to write my notes.

Should I smile and upload it on the internet?

Or should I write a letter for everyone expressing my feelings through words?