lonely [PERSONAL PROJECT 2020]

you who used to be in my life

The day we started to colour life together,

It was cheerful and bright.

Everyday, you will come back.

Despite whatever happened, you will come.

We were undeniably happy.

Unexpectedly,

Someone else came between us,

We were both distracted.

To be more honest, it was just me.

The colours; it was a mess.

It was mixed, making the colour gray; almost black.

Until it was completely dark.

The truth is,

You are just a sad boy,

Who live in darkness, emptiness.

If I could say sorry,

for letting go the colours; I would.

Little did I know, when I drop the colours,

I lost the true you, I lost us.

If I could turn back time,

Just to colour life with you again; I would.

Because now, it's pure white.

Because you are no longer here.