lonely [PERSONAL PROJECT 2020]

regretting the right

Should I continue? But I do not really want to.

Not now, at least. But I feel the urge to.

I do not do this only for myself; I wanted everyone to be happy.

But deep down, I do not really want to end it. 

From the bottom of my heart, 

I know that I truly believe and I am hoping that someone;

Someone who will save me from this miserable choices in life.

But if someone come and save me, it means peoples' life will be ruined.

Because I do not deserve to be here. Should I or should I not?

But for now, I am surprisingly happy with this temporary aliveness.