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Poetry

and when someone stare into your eyes, would you speak the unspoken words, the undelivered feelings and the truth untold?

0300 AM

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by izznnblh

by izznnblh

I am still awake, staring at the mirror while asking, "why?"

I have not had the courage to break anyone's heart, yet.

Not now, not this time.

But I wanted to save my heart, my feelings and myself.

I stared at the pictures on my wall,

watching a smile on my face that I did not even know existed.

I am still trying to fight if off.

Every time I am trying to hold a grip, I see someone standing, waiting for me.

While I am having these fights on my mind on whether or not should I follow,

I am currently back, because I promised myself that I would wake up and try to survive a few days.

A moment like this; were the times where I would wish I could scream,

asking for help.