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you scared me | 4

"algebra..." I flipped over my book, fully focused on the math equations messily written with colorful ink. I'm not the best at decorating my notes, everything always seemed disorganised. Unlike Taeyeon who does lettering and stuffs, her hand snakes all over the notebook whenever I took a glance of her writing in the middle of the class.

"You're here?" a familiar deep voice echoed in my ear, it was obviously Na-creepy-Jaehwa. "why didn't you come to the P.E Class?" I looked up, he was in his gym uniform, gym shirt and track pants, soaked through with his sweat, I am not gonna lie, and I don't want to admit this either. but he was hot af.

I snap back to reality, "eoh? oh.. yeah, I'm feeling a bit bad today, I don't think I can do PE in this condition, my anemia relapsed" the dark haired nodded and sat next to me. "yak! don't be too close! You stink!" he giggled and tried to get closer, I get up and approached his locker, he sat there silently, waiting and curious about what I'm going to do. He stared at me with his dark eye, but also cue at the same time, now this is weird. I took his uniform and threw it to him, it landed on his face. He took the uniform and pouts. "Oh come one Jaehwa-ya, don't be such a baby and go change" He got up and approached me.

I scooted myself back, that's when he keeps on moving forward and pinned me to the locker.

"You're driving me crazy, Kim Hwayeong"

"W-what..?"

His eyes slowly turned red, the more I looked, the more I fall deeper into his eyes. His white shade of hair grew, he smirked, showing his fangs.

His face keeps on getting closer to mine, until he snapped himself back, his eyes turned back to light brown and his black hair came back. My heart raced as fast as a marathon runner, as loud as the drums they play at concerts, pretty sure he heard it. He moved back and took his uniform. "s-sorry, I lost control" He bowed and left the class. Now the empty class is quiet, I can feel my heartbeat thumping, what is this feeling..

The bell rang, I walked home, not taking the bus because I'm getting coffee at the to calm myself down from what happened earlier. The scene kept on repeating in my head, why is this deja vu keeps on coming interrupting my life, have I experienced this?

I arrived at the convenience store. I stepped in and bought my coffee, I sat on the chair they put there. I drank my coffee, as I closed my eyes, feeling the spring breeze, summer is coming in a month, should I go on vacation? where should I go.. I sighed as I opened my eyes,

"Oh god- y-you scared me.."

Na Jaehwa. He's here again? Oh shoot, I forgot about our plan to go to the convenience store together. 

"Were you waiting for me?" 

He asked. "n-no. do you wanna talk about something?" He stared at me, oh for god's sake, his dark eyes always succeed in making me fall into it.

"I-I actually wanna tell you about my biggest secret. Since i know you're a smart person and I think you already saw all the mistakes I've been making." He stopped talking for a while

"I'm not a human"

All my blabbering about this man was right? is something gonna happen to me? what if he loses control again? what do I do now?

So many questions across my head, I feel like a drunk man, I don't think I can think anymore. I stared at him, he stared back "don't tell anyone about this, our generation are rare and there are so many people and scientist who searches for us and kills us, wanting our blood for experiment, I know this sounds crazy, But you've seen the real me, I trust you. Don't you dare telling this to anyone, not even Yuta, OR TAEYEON!" He raised his voice a bit, I just stared in shock, not knowing what to say.

He got up and pulled me up, I stood in front of his tall body. I watched as his hands traveled from my arm to my hands, pulling me to his embrace, his arms snaked around my waist.

My face landed on his muscular chest, I closed my hands and hugged him tightly

"I know you're shocked, I'm sorry, calm yourself down" he whispered at me, while stroking my hair softly. 

This felt so warm, his embrace makes me feel safe and I don't wanna leave this situation.