Bakugo's POV:
[1 month prior]Katsuki walked to the school, glaring at the ground. He couldn't get what happened with Deku out of his mind. It frustrated him.
The look he had before he left.. he looked scared.
Bakugo knew well that he definitely contributed to Deku's problem.. and as much as he didn't want to admit it.. he was guilty.
....Really guilty.
He sighed and soon got to the school, walking into class just as the bell rang, like usual.
...DAMMIT! He can't even fucking concentrate! Where's Deku?! He might just be sick, but Katsuki just had a bad feeling.
The days went by.. with no sign of Deku.
He took his anger and confusion out on training for the U.A. tryouts. Even though he was worried he tried to let it not get in his way too much.. it still did.
But still..
He got into U.A.
He soon started getting circles under his eyes from his constant searching for Deku. After classes he would quickly go out, normally for about 2 hours. He went Deku's house and knocked.. but there was no answer so he assumed that no one was home.
He would continue spacing out during class. His thoughts just wouldn't leave him alone no matter how hard he tried.. he kinda realized his own feelings towards Deku during his absence, which he hid behind the illusion of Deku being 'better than him'.
Why..?
Where did he go?
Is he okay?
"Heyyy! Bakubro!" Bakugo snapped out of it as he noticed Shitty hair's hand waving in front of his face.
"What?" Bakugo asked bluntly.
"C'mon! Class is over, let's go get lunch!"
"Whatever."
And he would silently walk to lunch with Shitty Hair.
...It would continue like this. Katsuki hid his anxiety about the green haired boy behind his angry attitude.
Sometimes while he was in his U.A. classes he can swear up and down that he sees a flash of his green hair. When this happens he is so tempted to just look out the window to see what it is.. he didn't want to be suspicious though.
The memory of his best friend simply haunted him.. he should have never beaten him up.. maybe he could have avoided this..
I'm sorry..
Izuku's POV:
After he ran off, life was never the same again.
He started killing people for his own enjoyment.
It became addictive.. he was addicted to watching others suffer as the light slowly leaves their eyes.
At first he would continuously panic and regret things but as he went on he slowly became more confident. He never got over his depression.
He never stopped cutting himself either.. but the sensation was different now. Instead of punishing himself.. it was more like rewarding himself.. the pain.. it felt so good.
His dad was never on the news.. guess he most be rotting away..
That made him happy though.
Wonder if that's how my victims feel? He would think to himself, as he would roll up his sleeves and look up at the dark, starry sky.
He spent a lot of the time he wasn't killing people either looking at the sky from a hidden place in the forest.. or watching Kacchan.
He would watch him from U.A.
He's so cool.. I can't wait to see him became a hero..
He admired Kacchan so much.. maybe it was an obsession? He could almost call it a crush..
Actually I think I can call it that.. it's not very normal to watch Kacchan change in the morning.. heh..
It's weird how he sometimes looked worried though.. he wanted to know why.
This kept bugging him in the back of his mind for awhile.
After a particularly gory kill, he decided.
Maybe I should pay Kacchan a little visit~
SCREEEEE- I HAVE RISEN-
Sorry for the LONG WAIT- E-Learning sucks. And I've kinda had writer's block- so-
But another chapter is here- it's kinda filler but at least you get to know what's going on with both of le bois- Izu be insane and Baka be shook.
Oh and btw- please wash your hands- because this corona is a pROBLem.
Okay that's it-
bYEEeee--Kk
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FanficIzuku has always been bullied by Bakugo, and since his mom died, his dad had abused him. He deals with this by trying to keep a smile on his face and stay on his goal to be a hero. But once Bakugo tells Izuku to kill himself, it breaks what was hol...