Izuku leaned in close to Kacchan's face, looking him in the eyes. "So... what's the verdict Kacchan...?
He'll hate me.
I know he will.
Kacchan took a deep breath, looking away for a moment. After a few moments, he looked back at Izuku nervously. "You're serious when you said that you killed people...?"
"Mhm! It's all true!" Izuku said with a creepy looking smile on his face.
"...I can't... I can't trust you... I'm a hero in training... Can't you see how fucking wrong killing people is?!"
Izuku tilted his head, looking at Kacchan in confusion. "No..?"
Kacchan sighed. "Just get out of my face... you can come back if you want.. but please just leave for now.."
At that moment, any hope Izuku had simply broke and he was left speechless for a moment.
The thing is...
Izuku was secretly hoping that Kacchan wouldn't hate him, despite the fact that he said he did.
"Sure K-Kacchan!" Izuku said, his voice shaking a little.
He got up and out of the room, trembling.
He ran to his bag and frantically looked through it, soon grabbing a black, blood stained hoodie and a few knives.
He put the knives in his pocket and took off running out the door.
Having a sense of deja vu, he was soon at the same flower patch he ran to when Kacchan told him to kill himself.
He didn't even realize that was where he was running..
He lost his footing and stumbled onto the grass.
And then he started crying hard.
Izuku held his knees up to his chest and put his head down on them, starting to pull on his hair roughly as tears ran down his face.
"W-Why did he have to h-hate me.."
"I w-wanted this..."
"And I d-d-deserve it..."
"But s-still... I wish he n-never left me when we were k-kids...
"E-Everything would have been f-f-fine.."
He mumbled to himself, trembling and crying.
"W-Why can't I just be h-happy?!" He sobbed.
He moved his knees and grabbed one of the knives from his pocket.
"M-Maybe this will fix it.." He said shakily, giggling hysterically.
He pulled up the sleeve of his sweater and started cutting up his arm.
With every cut he started laughing more and more insanely as he felt how bad it hurt.
He giggled and stopped.
He thought about it for a moment before pointing the knife at his chest.
"Y-You know... I can do it right now.." He started speaking to himself again.
"...Just rid the world of my stupid presence."
He stayed still for a moment before he just smiled to himself.
"Not yet! But I should put these to good use, right...?" He looked down at the knive in his hand that was covered in his own blood.
He got up, wiping the tears off his face. Blood dripped down his arms but he didn't really care.
Kacchan never said he wanted him to die earlier, did he?
So he'd just wait.
He walked out of the alley way and started darting around the city, killing people off one by one.
Luckily he was too fast for anyone to be able to catch him and he was careful to kill every person away from others, and make sure he left behind no evidence that he did it.
Every kill got more and more gory.
And by the time he got tired, it was already night.
He looked up at the bright moon in the sky, his face covered in blood.
"Time goes by fast when your having fun, doesn't it?" He said to himself with a small chuckle.
He kicked the dead man next to him and snickered before starting to head back to Kacchan's house.
When he got there, he silently opened the door.
He snuck upstairs and looked at Kacchan. He was already asleep and it was only 10pm?
He quickly showered and changed his clothes, putting on the last bit of non-blood stained clothes he had with him.
He went down to the kitchen and washed his knives, putting them back in his bag.
He went back upstairs to Kacchan's room. He was still asleep.
Why did Kacchan let me sleep with him yesterday? Who would want that?
He shrugged and laid on the floor, with no blankets or pillows.
This is better.
He sadly smiled and stayed awake for a few hours before finally falling asleep.
New happy chapter will be out some point next week- I'm tired as shit :')
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FanfictionIzuku has always been bullied by Bakugo, and since his mom died, his dad had abused him. He deals with this by trying to keep a smile on his face and stay on his goal to be a hero. But once Bakugo tells Izuku to kill himself, it breaks what was hol...