Basic Shoulds And Shouldn'ts (Loki X Reader FF) **REWRITING**

Chase the Rabbit

A/N: I've tried to avoid using the (/) format but I have to a little bit for this chapter. SORRY
(F/n) First Name
(L/n) Last name
I think that's all you need to know for now :P

We were all sitting in the living room area, eating breakfast, when I remembered to ask what's been on my mind.
"So what ever happened to the rabbit?" I asked.
"What?" Stark asked, scooping eggs into his mouth.
"The rabbit I saved? What happened to it? Did it go to a shelter or something?"
Fury looked me.
"The study of long term affects won't be conducted until later, so the rabbit wasn't needed, no," Fury explained.
"You killed it?!" I yelled.
"It wasn't necessary." He said sternly. I jumped to my feet.
"You killed it! Twice!" I shouted.
"Now Miss, just calm down-" Cap started.
"You didn't feel it's fear! It knew death was coming! They always know! The pain it knew it was about to deal with, you've never felt yet you make them feel it... and you don't care!"
"It's a rodent, Ms. (L/n)! Nothing but roadkill! And if you think you have the right to defend a furry rat and you think yourself a hero then your wrong!" Fury butted in.
"To bring that rabbit back to life I had to feel it's fear! It's longing for life! It's diminishing hope! That rabbit and I were the same! You put it through that torture twice! It couldn't even defend itself! You force me to play God just to destroy the miracle that animal got!" Now I was so angry I was practically seeing red. I blinked a lot at the floor and stumbled backward.
"It's just an animal!"
"AND YOU'RE THE MONSTER THAT HUNTS IT!" I screamed. That poor creature. They murdered it! "Take. Me. Home," I said sternly.
"That is not an option," Fury said right back.
"You can't keep me here. I am not your prisoner or your pet," I glared.
"You're our test subject, and you can't leave. You will be a fugitive. A traitor in your own country."
"Monster..." I hissed lowly.
"Says the girl who can defy God," Fury said back. I blinked, surprised for a moment.
"Bite me," I growled.
"You were created in a lab, Ms. (L/n). An accident. You weren't meant to exist," Fury insulted.
"Liar!" I roared. Everyone was silent.
"It's true," Banner said simply. "They created you 19 years ago. An infant's body, so you're still human, but they re-programmed your genetics, your brain tissue, then when they didn't see any results they gave you to a family."
"W-what... B-but... D-does my family know?!"
"Your parents do," Thor said "Well, foster parents."
"Don't! Don't you dare call them that! That is not a card you get to play!" I yelled.
"My apologizes," He said quickly.
"Why would you bring me back here after all this time...?" I asked, feeling sick.
"Stark had a theory after reading your file that you would need to be more mature to use your powers, and it took some convincing, but we agreed to find you," Fury explained.
"You put the project on pause until you needed me... You let me form a life... You gave me a home... And now you're yanking it from me..." I realized, sitting back down on the couch.
"I didn't really think of it like that," Stark admitted.
"Unfortunately, I did," I sighed. "This is too much for my brain in one day. One hour even. What were you trying to accomplish by making me?"
"An answer. A cure for cancer and every other disease. Apparently even death," Banner explained.
"I'm not an answer. I'm an anomaly. A screwed up miracle. I can't give you what you need," I replied simply.
"Is that not what you have proven opposite?" Loki asked from the chair against the wall. He was always in binds.
"I think I just made a poor rabbit die twice with a little bit of false hope the second time. I don't want to be this. To play God. I didn't ask for it."
"We understand Miss, but at this point, you might as well help us. You could save a lot of people," Cap said. I was quiet for a moment.
"How many people we talking?" I joked.