the after math

Chapter 12

When I stepped into the kitchen door Declan and Lucas are sitting there chatting The past two months it went to Declan training me to both Lucas and Declan training me . The stack of wood eventually got easier the more I did it and when that got Easy to then they had me swimming for miles at a time in the freezing cold water . Over time I realized my body was getting stronger again I wasn't that weak woman that every time someone would look at me I would shake in fear I'm strong physically and emotionally it wasn't just that . my friendship  with Lucas and Declan had gotten stronger as well .But there was something else I realize I was waking up sick to my stomach and I've been growing out of my clothes my . Fear was echoing at me again but not for just myself for the  child that was growing inside of me it had been a week since I found out and I still couldn't bring myself to tell Sarah or Declan or Lucas they had come to be my best friends in this cold and beautiful place  that I had come to call home . I couldn't tell them because if I did I would have to tell them what happened and I wasn't ready for that not just yet but there laughter seemed to wake me up from my thoughts that plagued my mind Girl where have you been we been eating all the food ourselves said Declan yeah I know I can    Tell The plate that was usually Full of pancake Had just one left I set down and filled my plate and started to eat the hot fluffy carbs helped me and give me courage to tell them but be for I could my stomach lurch and I found my self running to the bathroom and emptying the content of  my stomach in to the Seek . Declan had  followed me into the bathroom and was  leaning on the door frame of the bathroom door ok what the hell is going on girly I'm not stupid I have eyes I know you haven't been your self so spill it . What are you not telling me I didn't believe in lies but I couldn't hold it in anymore It became these heavy burden on my chest so I told him I told him everything I knew I could trust him after the few months that we had Known one another I had Come to find out that he had ones had a mate and children but he lost them he had witnessed there murder by the hands of rogues and that would drive any man to go crazy but he had survived and in that I respected him during me telling them what happened Lucas had came in was standing behind Declan at the door The anger was obvious all over their faces Declan let out a angry growl I hope Bran kills no good Excuse for a man after that I felt better like I could breath that I haven't been able to in months I took a deep breath and let it out I'm going to keep the baby I said I can punish this baby for the sins of the father if you could call him that this baby didn't do anything I had expected a reaction but what I go was not what I expected the look of respect and aww was on his face Declan stood up and said girly I thank your so much braver then you thank and if you was my Daughter I would be proud